No serious talk. Just sharing the same experience

My mother was terminally ill in the hospital with cancer. My husband and I had a 5 month old baby boy and I was basically responsible for staying with my mother during the day as she needed to be in cuffs and restraints due to her confusion and medications. My husband did not want to spend his day off with our son at home. I had been farming him out to family friends and my friends so I could be with Mom daily. Well I left my husband with our son and spent the day with Mom. When I got home, as soon as I walked in the door I could tell that something was so very wrong. Our son was lying on the floor on a blanket sucking on a bottle and smiling. My husband was working on a washing machine in the laundry room and for some reason I just went back there and asked him calmly how was your day. He said fine but he didn’t look at me. I went back and got shivers all over my body and for some reason undressed my son who was in a cute onesie. 5 months old and he had bruises from his shoulder blades down to his buttocks. I calmly redressed him and went and asked my husband quietly what had happened. He said nothing so I went back and looked at the baby again. Then I went back out there, got in his face. He said the baby had been crying and wouldn’t stop and he lost his temper. He then cried crocodile tears. He had lost his temper with our son and repeatedly hit him. We went to the emergency room, had him checked out. He was fine. Needless to say I never left him alone with his son again and within a year we were divorced. I never had that intuition or feeling before, and never have since.

Aliens on the Mend

Submitted into Contest #243 in response to: Write a story about a character who wakes up in space. view prompt

Pete Gautchier

Aliens on the Mend

I did not grow up in Roswell, NM. I was not enticed by the alien aura that permeates the atmosphere of this fine town. I am a guy who needs visual evidence to support any theories or special scientific mumbo-jumbo. Many years ago, I bought a few remote, parcels of land throughout Chaves County. My hook was farming. Farming peppers (hot, and I mean hot like ghost peppers). Sounds strange, but I had this sixth sense that peppers would become popular in the coming age with all this “culinary finessed” eating. So, I moved my hulky self to this semi-arid, rugged territory.

My name is Dan. I am generally a loner except for a few docile sheep on my farm. I do have three hired hands who help me tend to the fields. Their names are Chad, Michel, and Diego. Together, we are a motley crew. We have become good friends over the years. I consider myself an optimistic fellow, but I still have lingering doubts about my ability to farm these delicacies.  This hot weather can really take its toll on a person, especially when you are farming in it for 12-14 hours per day.

 

As I said, I am a hulking guy, very plain appearance with no distinguishing scars or features. Nothing a girl would find all that appealing; but I do have one marking, a tattoo, (a tatty zapper) on my forearm which I questioned at the time why I got it. It is a plain cross with the words below it ‘Jesus saves.’ I was raised in a small town with a single community church. I am not a spiritual, religious person. My tattoo came from an endorphin-ridden high from a church revival one evening on the outskirts of Roswell. My three amigos persuaded me to come one night to feel the power of God. I guess I must have felt His power once the tattoo artist began penetrating a rapid-fire needle into my arm! Ouch and ouch! It hurt for several days thereafter. Chad, Michel, and Diego got the same tattoo claiming they were filled with the Spirit. They wanted me to share in the experience.

Summer days in the pepper fields are wickedly hot. I wiped my dripping forehead with my exposed tattooed arm. I noticed how the tattoo seem to jump out of me from the moistened colors. I was taken aback, but proceeded with my collection of the ripe peppers. In my weakness I popped a few of the unripen gems. My head was spinning and I felt unsteady. When I looked at the horizon, I saw strange shapes which quickly disappeared and then reappeared; the cyclical flicker made me nauseous. Nothing seemed to happen except that my tatty zapper throbbed. I iced it down and then fell fast asleep not waking until the sun was popping over the horizon the next day.

Another sultry day out in the pepper fields with my three workers. The sun was incredibly more intense today than yesterday. The harvest was in session and we had to gather scores of peppers for transport to the drying operations. My comrades were feeling queasy expressing a desire to suspend the harvest. They too had been munching on a few of the peppers. I realized at that moment I had to incentivize their labor or I would be stuck out in the fields on my own. I blurted out big things would come. I had not thought out that promise carefully before I said it.

We gathered for a late meal break; the sun dipped below the horizon casting an eerie reddish-purple haze. Our arms began to pulse with pain. Feverish, sweaty, hallucinating, a flash of blinding light encircled us. Before I could close my eyes, our bodies were paralyzed and prone like wood boards. My body seemed to dematerialize right before my eyes; the others were vanishing before me too. Just before I lost visual contact, I saw my friends become a cloud of energized particles. Then shazam; then poof!

We awoke finding ourselves sprawled out on a cold stone floor. Neither one of us knew where we were. After pinching each other we knew that our dream experience was the same. It was much more than that. From nowhere, a dozen armed men carrying unusual hardware motioned us to get up and follow them. No words were spoken. We knew what they meant. They led us into a stately decorated room. It appeared to be a royal or presidential meeting room. A gong sounded several times. From behind a massive doorway, a man entered dressed in royal regalia, opulent with diamonds, rubies, gold bracelets and crown, silken vestments, silver slippers. Oh boy, we are certainly in a predicament! The guards motioned us to kneel before this figure. Of course, it made no sense to resist because I did not want to be the first to experience the devices they readied for discharge.

Then, the figure spoke. “Welcome to my kingdom! This is the world of Bylonia. We are the Bylons, a people of great fortitude, great technological advancement, great power, great beauty…” And on and on he went about greatness. He said, “I am the Royal Potentate, Neezer of the Bylon people.” Ok, so far so good I thought to myself. Neezer then began a lengthy three-hour explanation as to why we were here; but, for the sake of brevity here is the gist of it: Neezer had been searching the galaxies far and wide for a sign; he was not really sure what that sign was, but when he found it, he knew it must be the one. Sure enough, we were that sign powered by an aura that was created from a mixture of our chemical sweat, the hot peppers, the blaring hot sun, and our tattoos. When his astrologists saw the luminescent aura from Earth, they notified the potentate. He ordered them to activate a dematerialization transport to extricate us from earth. And shazam! Then Poof! Here we kneel before some royally garbed lunatic. Neezer said we were hand-picked from the universe because of the aura we showed through the space and time continuum. The thought of going home seemed remote or impossible. So, we figured we would do what we had to do…which was survive! Remember, I did promise my guys big things would happen. I did not say what, however. “You are a sign from the heavens,” Neezer said finishing his discourse.

After some time, we acclimated into their lifestyle; however, Chad, Michel and Diego cautioned me of the eternal ramifications if we persisted in these pagan practices. We had to subtly refrain. I realized they were telling me this because I was naïve and not spiritual. So, we met in secret to pray and ask God for guidance through this ordeal.

There came a day when Neezer was beside himself. He had a dream. None of his astrologers, sorcerers, or magicians could even tell him about the dream. Failing was under penalty of death. Neezer was infuriated so he ordered them to be executed anyway. To my horror, Chad, Michel, Diego, and myself were part of that group. So, the four of us feverishly prayed to God in private. During the night, God gave me a vision; He gave me wisdom to interpret Neezer’s dream. I hastily went to the executioner pleading with him to let me speak to Neezer. I said to Neezer, “no person can explain your dream, but there is a God who reveals mysteries. He has given me the ability to share it with you. In your dream your Majesty, you saw a large statute-humungous, regal in appearance. It had a head made of pure gold; arms and chest made of silver, a torso of bronze, legs of iron and feet made of a mixture of iron and clay. As you watched a magnificent rock was hewn by the God who revealed this mystery to me. The rock struck the feet of the statute and all of it, was shattered to pieces becoming dust. The wind swept it away. The rock changed into a huge mountain filling the entire planet.” I added, “Now, this is what it means. The God of heaven has given your power and might over the all the people and beasts of the land. Everything is under your rule. Neezer, You are the head of gold. But after you another kingdom will come, inferior to yours; a third, the bronze will rule and finally a fourth kingdom, strong like iron which crushes everything. But, as a mixture, its people will not remain united. During those times the God of heaven will crush all kingdoms and setup a kingdom that will endure forever…this is the meaning of the rock hewn not from human hands, but from God Himself. Hearing this Neezer said, “Dan, Your God is a God of gods and Lord of lords for allowing you to reveal this mystery to me.” Neezer was impressed. There was no fear now that Neezer seemed to accept our God and His power.

Well, never trust a potentate at his word. I think the dream of the statute was still in his head.

He had the people construct an image of gold 90 feet tall and 9 feet wide outside the city! We could not figure out what it was, but it resembled a bust of his head! It was frightening! Neezer summoned everyone to attend the dedication of his statute. I hid. Then an announcement was made that at the sound of music all would fall prostrate on the ground to pay homage to the statute. Violators of this decree would be thrown into the nuclear accelerator. The atoms of their bodies would be smashed to oblivion. When I heard this, I stayed out of sight. Unfortunately for Chad, Michel and Diego they were caught red-handed by those jealous of their positions as outsiders. They saw the trio defy Neezer’s decree refusing to fall prostrate and worship the image. The royal guards brought them before Neezer. He said, “I will give you one more chance. When the music plays bow down or else you will feel my wrath in the accelerator!” Chad responded, “Not on your life Neezer! We will not do it even if our God does not save us! We will not worship your god.” Neezer looked like he was going to explode he was so angry. He ordered that the accelerator be set to obliterate at maximum intensity. The guards tied and tossed Chad, Michel, and Diego into the accelerator, but the guards were zapped into oblivion themselves. Then Neezer approached the entrance to the nuclear contraption. He was incredulous. He exclaimed, “look I see four men walking around in there unharmed and unbound. The fourth looks like a god.” He shouted, “Chad, Michel and Diego come out from there!” So, Chad, Michel, and Diego came out of accelerator unscathed. Not a mark or defect upon them. Neezer exclaimed, “Praise to their God who sent his angel to rescue his servants! They were willing to sacrifice themselves in defiance of me and not their own God. Because of this, I decree that anyone who says anything against their God will be chopped up into pieces. No other god can save in this way.” One would think that after all that had happened to the Potentate, he would have understood that our God was the God he should serve.

For the next year, Neezer still acted tyrannically to his people. As I had warned him, he was driven off into the wild sections of the planet. Finally, Neezer accepted our Most High God. Witnessing this did a number on my heart and soul. I pondered all that had happened. Neezer lived a short time after his sojourn in the wilderness. Nonetheless, he could not impart his new faith to his son, Shazz who reigned after his death.

Shazz was defiant, wanting to make a name for himself. He defiled any remembrance of the Most High God. He forced his people to praise the gods of gold, silver, bronze, iron, stone, wood. Anything that would make his kingdom wealthy and powerful was worshipped. During a celebratory banquet, a disembodied hand mysteriously appeared writing a message on the wall of the royal banquet hall. The banquet guests were deeply frightened especially Shazz. He summoned the magicians, astrologers, and sorcerers but no one could tell him what the words meant. A wife of Shazz urged him to have me brought to interpret the message. I was not exactly thrilled to do this, but I knew with God at my side ‘all things were possible. I told him the truth about how his father, Neezer accepted the Most High God, near the end of his days. “You, Shazz, with your cronies and party friends desecrated the Most High God by your worship and praise of wood and metal. The written words, ‘Mene, Tekel, Purpe’ mean God has numbered your reign and will bring it to end. You have been weighed on the scales of justice. Your kingdom will be divided and given to the Purpians and Madmen

(enemies to the Bylon empire.)

I thought I was a dead man. I guess it really did not matter because Shazz was assassinated by the Purpians the next day. Shazz was replaced by Ardius, a Madman, who like the rulers before thought he was god’s gift to the empire. He was in fact making himself a god. I promoted my exceptional gifts and qualities so Ardius took note of me. As is the case with foreigners in a foreign land, the natives took umbrage of Ardius’ favoritism towards me. They conspired against me by persuading Ardius to issue a decree that everyone must pray to him or be thrown into the pit of the most ravenous beast in the Purpian empire, the zillaraptor. Who is he to tell me when and to whom I should pray after all these years on this forsaken planet!? And, what is a zillaraptor anyway? Well, I would not stand for that. So, in my persistent stubbornness I got down on my knees and prayed to the Most High God.

I was immediately arrested and tossed into the pit. I protested saying, “O Ardius am I not worthy of a trial?” Ardius would only respond by saying, “May your God, whom you serve continuously and faithfully rescue you from the mouths of the zillaraptors.” I prayed through the night. Terror filled me when I saw that a zillaraptor was a voracious huge alien/man eater with dagger-like fangs, an elongated tongue with suction cups. It was reptilian-like with scales and parts like an alien dragon?

Ardius that night could not sleep so he went to the pit. He called out to me nervously, “Dan, Dan has your Most High God been able to rescue from the zillaraptors? I answered him, “My God sent an angel to shut the mouths of the zillaraptors because He found me innocent. Your Royal Potentate, I have not done any wrong against you.” Ardius was thrilled and gave orders to lift me out of the pit. I had no wounds, not even a scratch. Ardius gave orders that the whistleblowers take my place into the pit. There was so much wailing and gnashing of teeth.

Ardius was in awe of my survival he restored my standing in the kingdom. He continued his reign through the years with loyalty to the Most High God. During that time, however, I was troubled with more dreams of impending doom. I shared these with Chad, Michel and Diego. I told them I saw the coming in the clouds of the Most High. I saw a vision of angel who said the people will continue to delight in their transgressions. They will continue to be an abomination before the Most High God until a tabernacle of the Most High God is established, one that will live forever and ever! I emphatically tried to tell the alien people of their impending doom! I tried to get them to listen, to believe in the One who is greater than the universe. From my mouth I blurted, “Jesus saves.” Listen and know what He has done for you! How much you are loved by Him! Chad, Michel and Diego also bellowed out, “Jesus saves.” Our alien cohorts emphatically began to profess “Jesus saves.” One by one they began to accept Him as their God. I could see them mended by His mercy and grace. And then I was jolted by an amazing discovery of my own! My heart was mending too. Jesus does save! A chorus from the heavenly realm praised God singing: “Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise!” (Rev 5:12 NIV).

Then shazam! Then Poof!

Brusquely, I stood up. I looked around and saw the fields of peppers before me. I scanned the horizon searching for the vestiges of what I had just experienced. Nothing but peppers as far as I could see. Then one by one my coworkers popped up like large sunflowers. They looked as bewildered as I was. It was very apparent to me what my dreams were. I motioned for all us to gather. Each of us realized we shared the same experience; we understood what it all meant. We looked at our tatty zappers and knew the reason for this experience.

That day forward we humbled ourselves before the Lord. We established a church in my pepper fields to preach the Gospel to those in Chavez County and beyond…

beyond the reaches of time and space!

All are welcome, especially aliens stopping in for a visit at the Fellowship of the Universe Church in Christ the Lord.

I just looked at the other answers to this question, and it seems that if you’ve stopped masturbating and watching porn, you’ll receive the most upvotes. There’s even a bonus for never having touched a glass of alcohol.

I’ll do that when I reach 90 years of age—not now (probably not even then). Here’s what I’ve stopped doing instead:

  • I don’t buy expensive stuff anymore, for two reasons: I either lose it, or it gets destroyed. The second reason is that I don’t have the money.
  • I stopped telling people about the new book I’m writing. After more than two years without putting a single word on paper, the whole thing became embarrassing.

My fancy pre-war smartphone. It didn’t survive too long.

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  • Same goes for my movie projects. They’re all on ice.
  • I stopped watching my language. This is a logical consequence of point one (only buying cheap stuff). If my $100 phone doesn’t work, how the f*ck am I supposed to stay calm?
  • I stopped reading “serious literature” (classics, Nobel Prize winners, etc.). Instead, I read Tom Clancy. Nowadays, I read to relax, not to educate or “elevate” myself.
  • Since the war in Ukraine started (where I work as a civilian volunteer), I’ve also stopped caring about what other people think of me. When I meet new people, I put zero effort into making a good first impression. I need all my energy for my job, and pretending to be someone else is too exhausting.

These are only six points. Sixty percent is good enough for me—I also stopped pretending to be a perfectionist.

  • Lack of exercise: This is the most common habit of most of the people. These days, we are so involved and focussed on our daily chores, studies and office work that we forget about our health and exercising.
    • And this is one of the worst things that you can do to ruin your day. No exercise means, increasing stiffness in muscles, stiffness means a drop in energy levels. And this lack of energy gives a huge blow to your productivity level.
  • Overthinking: When you will continue to worry and overthink about every single thing, then it will suck your mental energy, which could have been used for doing something constructive. Actually this problem happens when one starts living in illusions and completely cuts off from reality.
  • Poor diet: It is not only about the burgers, instant noodles and everything on which we are lectured by our parents. But is also about choosing the right food combinations.
    • One type of food can increase your energy and the other type can make you lethargic. For example: If you will eat everything oily and spicy whole day, you will feel lazy and if you will consume wholesome food, then it would re-energize you.
  • Using the phone right after waking up: Most of us have a habit of checking our phone right after waking up to look for messages or to have an round from whatapp➡️ snapchat➡️instagram➡️ youtube. Seems like a matter of 5 mins but is it true?😅. We start with the same thought but end up spending an hour on it.
  • Working in wrong posture: We, dont realise it but we all sub-consciously tend to get into a wrong posture. And when we get into a wrong posture for doing any work, tension is created in our muscles which starts aching after sitting for a long time.
  • Relating everything with self: Most people have the habit of doing unnecessary comparisons with others. They scroll through the posts of the acheivements and the happy life of their friends on social media and start their negative self talk.
    • While, actually the reality is everyone has a different story. Everyone will have to face challenges, struggles and fears in his life. And as far as social media is concerned, the people will always tell about their best and hide their worst. So, you are unique in your own.
  • Indulging in sexual pleasures: This is the most self-destructive habit a person can have. Lust is being served everywhere on every app, Facebook, Instagram etc. If one daily consumes such content, it will intensify his sexual urges. It takes everything-your time, energy and the most important thing, it deteriorates your mind after a certain extent.
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Hi, Taner Mutlu. Thanks for the interesting question.

When I was living abroad in several Anglosphere countries, I found that many of my Chinese friends and relatives in those countries had adopted “English names”, which they used when communicating with people who were native to those countries.

The number one reason was so that they didn’t have to spend several minutes repeating the “this is how you pronounce my name” talk every single time they introduced themselves to someone new – because, chances are good that despite repeating their names two or three times to the other party, it’s still going to get butchered and mangled anyway. Sometimes, the other party just doesn’t even want to try to get the pronunciation right. Imagine waiting in the doctor’s waiting room and not recognizing your own name when it gets called out….

I can understand. The first couple of times, it’s fine.
But it gets very old, very fast.
By the nth time, you’ll be like silently hoping that they’ll just use your “English name” instead.

The funny thing was, when we were among ourselves, we just called each other by our Chinese names.

Another funny thing – Chinese names are short, much shorter than the names of people from some other countries.

But still, despite being very short, they stilk get mangled and butchered nevertheless.

For example, how would you pronounce this name:

Yu Chun

I mean, it only has FIVE letters!
Just FIVE letters!
It should be a cinch, right?

So, how would you pronounce it?

Unless you’re familiar with the language, it’s highly unlikely you’ll get it right.

So, which is easier to pronounce?

Yu Chun?

or

Chris?

And there you have your answer.

Many times, it’s for your convienience – and theirs, too.

On the surface, it seems rather improbable – China is atheist, Pakistan is Islamic; China is a stable communist/capitalist, Pakistan is an unstable military junta/capitalist; China is the world’s factory, Pakistan is neither a big market nor a big supplier of resources; and as to geopolitical balance to India, frankly, China simply doesn’t worry about India very much.

But if there is one international relationship that China is “emotional” about, it’s the relationship with Pakistan. China is “Confucius” at heart. She wants to maintain friendly relationship with every country but the word “friend” has a special meaning in the Chinese culture. It means someone who stands by you when you are down and out.

Pakistan stood by China when she was down and out. It’s that simple. She was one of the first countries to recognize PRC, when the rest of the world recognized ROC. She stood by China throughout the 20-year embargo by the Western Allies, the break with USSR, the internal turmoils, and the severe famine in the late 60’s. She helped facilitate Nixon’s visit to China in 1972. After the 1989 Tiananmen crackdown, she was one of the only two countries that stood by China. (The other one is Cuba)

So there is a significant level of genuine affection from both sides that transcends politics, religion, culture, forms of government, and economics. It’s a relationship that has stood the test of hardships from both sides. If China only thought of Pakistan as a way to counter India, she would not be advising Pakistan for years privately to improve relationship with India and tone down the hostility, but she did exactly that. Could The ‘China Model’ Finally Improve Relations Between India And Pakistan? It’s because she really believes that peaceful development is the best way going forward for Pakistan.

Silver Spurs, Silver Bullets

Submitted into Contest #247 in response to: Imagine a world where exploration is forbidden, and write a story about a character who defies this rule to satisfy their innate curiosity. view prompt

M.L. J.

This story contains sensitive content

It was under the heat of high noon sun when Buck rode out of town for the very first time. She had nothing but a sack of Dukes in her pocket and Pa’s .44 strapped to the hip. In the chamber were no more than five silver bullets. She lost the sixth the night before in a game of cards with Sunset Ridge’s most renowned cheat, Twigs O’Malley. It’s not that she wasn’t wise to his cheating. Buck only thought she would out-cheat him first.Buck has plenty of bullets back home. But even with an aim as good as Buck’s, lead is practically worthless past the city line.Silver is the only thing that counts out there. The only thing that can do a lick of harm.Which is why losing that bullet is about the worst thing to happen to Buck since being born in this god-forsaken town to begin with.Sunset Ridge is nothing like the postcards. Just like how people scratch an unsightly mole out of their photographs, the artist who made those postcards took some creative liberties of their own. Not that they really had a choice. Sunset Ridge is about the ugliest place there ever was. At least hell would have more people. The only visitors are dead weeds that tumble by. Heat boils the distant dunes, making them shine like lakes of clean, clear water.There’s no law against leaving Sunset Ridge. Just like there isn’t a law against drowning yourself in the town well— if the well held enough water to drown yourself in, that is. It’s a law of common sense. If you get caught out in those wastes past sunset, then you’re as good as dead.Buck isn’t keen on dying but she’s always been short on common sense. There ain’t a soul living in the Ridge that believes in anything waiting beyond the boiling dunes but more heat and meaner critters. Not a soul but Buck.It was at that card-table with Twigs, as he cackled and kissed the silver of his shiny new bullet, that Buck realized the only thing worse than leaving was never leaving at all.Just an hour, Buck tells herself. She’ll be headed back long before sunset.As Grit trots along, Buck finds herself scared to look back. Scared, but unable to stop from turning all the same. As if a glimpse of home will snuff all her ideas of running.It seems so different on the outside. A city like a stranger. If she strains her ears maybe she can hear Easy Pete begin his drunken declarations down the street, choosing another poor lass to swear his love to before passing out in a sloppy heap outside their door. Buck was his choice one night and one night only. That ended with a trick shot to the neck of his whiskey bottle with a promise for the next one somewhere lower. Pete never bothered her after that.Some may say that it’s a waste of a good bullet. Buck would kindly disagree.Buck keeps her wits about her, but the monotony dulls the edge like a skinning knife ripping through rawhide. The clop, clop of Grit’s hooves. The jingling of her spurs. Wind whistles by, like some great invisible asp dragging its belly against the dry earth. The sun inches ever closer to the ridge. As if clawing there through sheer determination.Being out here all alone fills her head with the question of how one might make it through the desert. There’s not enough silver in all the world to keep the wild at bay past sunset. Even if she lived through the night, who could say the next dawn would bring her to the waste’s end? If there is an end.If there is an end. The reins bite into her fingers where the leather folds in her fists. Buck twists in her saddle to stare back the way she came, but all that lies on the horizon is a haze of red dirt and blazing sky. It’s impossible, she realizes with a start, to tell just how far you’ve gone in a wasteland that never changes.Sunset Ridge is no longer there. Buck can’t tell whether the excitement outweighs the sheer white-knuckled terror.Under the meager shade of a long dead weed, sits a lizard, brown as dirt. It watches the girl and her horse trot along with one beady black eye. Instead of a tail there’s just a stump. When a lizard finds itself between a rock and a hard place, they can cut off a piece of themselves to survive. They scamper off to safety as their former limb dances for the critter that was fixin’ to eat them whole.Buck wonders if the lizard misses his tail. Was it worth it? It answers with a lick of its eyeball. There was no other choice.

When the blistering heat starts to soften, that’s when Buck knows it’s time to go home. She gives the reins a gentle tug, easing old Grit towards the sinking sun. As Buck draws a breath for one big sigh, it catches in her throat. There, twinkling like a jewel is the glint of metal on the horizon.

Buck goes still. The desert plays tricks. Yet, she’s never seen a trick like this. A black rider sits astride a black mare. The sun catches the silver of his spurs, his buckle, and the six ways of dying at his hip. It seems pure, somehow. That silver light. Its whisper drowns out the wind. Drowns out everything.

Forty days and forty nights you could ride and get no closer to the end. Not without me.

Buck looks to Sunset Ridge. Where she imagines it is, anyway. It would be a close call. If there was anyone who could manage a risk like that, it would be her. All she has to do is get close enough to figure out the trick, then yank Grit back around and race on home.

She spurs Grit towards the stranger in black. Not for the first time, Buck doesn’t think twice.

She clutches her hat with one hand and leans in as the old mare breaks into a gallop. Without the full strength of the sun, it verges on temperate. Cool, even. She draws closer, but the figure makes no attempt to meet her.

Surely, he sees her, don’t he? There isn’t anything else to look at for miles and miles but a mangy mare and a mangier girl riding full speed towards him. Buck hopes he knows more about the wastes than she does. A flame bursts to life next to that dark silhouette. The stranger has set up camp.

Buck looks over her shoulder to find the sky ablaze in color. Sunset Ridge didn’t get its name for nothing, after all. All those oranges, pinks, and reds bleed together in a beautiful warning seen too late. She thought the worst thing you could lose in a bet was a silver bullet. Wrong again, Buck.

There’s an awful lot of night between her and home. When Buck reaches the firelight, the sky is one giant spectacle of black. A mess of twinkling stars. So open and clear that it sends her head spinning. Just like staring down the throat of a snake. The night wants to swallow her up. A sickly yellow moon hangs above, bathing that dark stranger in a glow next to godliness.

“G’evening.” The man tips his black hat.

Buck hesitates, then greets him with a nod. There’s never sense in being rude. “Evening.”

She opens her mouth to ask all the things that have been turning over in her head, but they jumble together on the way out. It leaves her quiet.

“You wouldn’t happen to have a smoke, would you now?”

Buck swallows. The stranger stares back at her through the haze of the campfire. Sometimes the flames lick high enough to make the shadows of his face shift. Deepening, growing light, then dark once again. The corners of his mouth ghost a smile. Buck pulls two cigars from her pocket, offering one to the man.

“Thank you kindly, Buck.”

Buck halts as she reaches for her lighter. The man snaps and fire dances from his fingertips as he lights the bottom of their quirleys. Buck can’t find the words to refuse.

“How’d you know my name?” Buck tries to sound indignant; tough, but her voice wavers. She sounds like a child who has wandered too far.

“I know lots of things about you, Buck.” He exhales and the smoke slithers upwards like a serpent with cinders for eyes. “Fastest gun in Sunset Ridge. Maybe fastest in the wastes. Not that there’s much competition, m’afraid.”

The stranger’s boots make heavy footfalls on the packed dirt, but his spurs make a prettier sound. Like bells. A tinkling chime. He moseys around the fire and makes another lazy round about Buck. It raises the hairs on her neck. The stranger doesn’t look like anybody she’s ever seen before. An outlaw. His black clothes are embroidered with a beautiful silver thread. It catches moonlight. His pale skin does the same. He’s pretty, like a wolf that eats well.

“You’re lucky to have found me, y’know. The wastes are an awfully dangerous place to be at night.”

Grit tosses her head with an uneasy whinny, shuffling on her feet as the stranger gets closer. Buck pats the pony’s neck. Maybe to comfort herself more than anything. Maybe she ought to saddle back up and run. Beasts be damned.

“I’ll manage.” Buck follows the stranger with a narrow eye as he circles her. It reminds her of a vulture. The way they hover above a sickly calf that can’t stay on its feet.

Far beyond the reach of the firelight, a wolf howls a lonesome note.

“I can help.”

“I’ll manage,” Buck squints, “Who are you?”

His teeth flash. A smile. Though it reminds her more of the coyote she shot in the corner of her chicken coop, fat with red teeth.

“You don’t know?” The smile lingers, then he faces her square and hooks a thumb in his belt, “Tell you what, Buck. I’m in a fair mood. I’ll cut you a deal.”

His hand drops to his side. The pearl-handled pistol is a beauty. Though Buck doesn’t miss the notches outnumbering her ability to count.

“I reckon you wanna see what’s on the other side of this desert, don’cha?”

Buck’s hand rests on her gun. “Yes. I do.”

“And you’re a pretty quick hand, ain’t you?”

“Yes, I am.”

“If you draw faster than me, then I’ll get you to the other side.” The man flicks the brim of his hat, meeting her cold stare head-on. Those eyes ought to belong to a snake the way they have Buck frozen stiff. “If I draw quicker than you, then I get your soul.”

There’s no great shock when he says it. Buck just stares back. This time, she resists the impulse to find Sunset Ridge. Even if she could see it, the town could do nothing for her now. Not that it ever did. She and Grit could race back home, but then where would she be? The same town. The same dirt and dust and drunken Pete. Except she would remember this night and the devil out in the wastes, offering her a slice of something else.

All she’s got to do is the only thing she knows how.

“Alright then. Seems mighty unfair,” Buck takes a deep draw from her cigar, and puffs a cloud of gray smoke, “considering I’m the fastest gun there is.”

Those snake eyes seem to flash before The Devil sets his terms, “You win, you get out of the wastes, and if I win, I get your soul.”

“Not just out of the wastes—” Buck cuts in, “Somewhere pretty.”

He nods and offers his hand. “Somewhere pretty.”

Buck takes it. Regret surfaces only then. It feels like sticking your hand into a dark, dusty hole just before you hear the low hiss of the snake who lives there. His fingers coil around her sweaty palm, tight and cold.

She blinks and suddenly stands with her back to the stranger. The air is choked with the smell of brimstone and brandy. The Devil smells like a saloon sat on the outskirts of tarnation.

“Ten paces. One.”

The presence at her back disappears as The Devil steps forward. Buck’s heels click just a moment behind.

“Two.”

Another step. Buck’s heart has used her spine as a ladder to hunker down in her throat and pound away. It doesn’t seem likely to come down anytime soon.

“Three.”

She’s a good shot. Buck tells herself. She can shoot the bottle from a man’s hands at seventy steps away. She’s shot the tail off a field mouse and splattered spiders that she ought to have just hit with a boot.

Everyone in Sunset Ridge knows better than to draw against Buck.

“Four.”

But she’s no devil.

“Five.”

She reckons they don’t play fair.

“Six.”

Buck’s hand hovers over her gun, trembling.

“Seven.”

If she was a devil, she wouldn’t play fair either. She would turn early.

If Buck was a devil then she would shoot that man right in the back.

“Eight.”

Buck draws in a deep, long breath. The world slows down. Gone is the howl of the distant wolf and skitter of scorpions on the cold sand. The creatures all stop to wait for the devil to speak.

“Nine.” He says.

She says, “Ten.”

Like a bolt of lightning, Buck whips around. There’s not a thought in her head. Just the memory of her muscle. Click. The hammer drops. At the end of the barrel, stands the dark stranger with his white gun staring back at her. The sound of gunfire deafens the desert. Her ears ring. The only sound in her small world. Black smoke fogs the eighteen paces between the two duelists with no way of knowing if her aim hit true.

She doesn’t dare breathe. Her eyes sting like hell but she doesn’t blink. Not until the smoke clears and there The Devil stands like an imitation of a man.

The missing bullet.

Just when Buck thought her heart would never stop beating in her throat, it drops to her feet. It starts as a dull pain, a shock more than anything. The uncomfortable realization from your body that it’s got an unwanted visitor. Buck presses a hand to her chest. Her palm comes back wet. The moonlight makes the blood look blacker than ink.

Many things go wrong all at once. The strength bleeds right out of her body and the legs are the first thing to go. Buck drops to sit on the ground, clutching the wound as she falls to her back.

It hardly seems fair. Buck looks up at those stars. So close it makes her dizzy. Though maybe that’s just the dying. She cheated and she still lost. It would have made more sense for her to have cheated and won. Narratively speaking.

The ringing in her ears ebbs away to the clink of silver spurs. The Devil’s handsome face blocks the moon, still smiling like the coyote that killed the hen.

“You’re a quick draw, Buck.” He crouches down beside her, “But you’ve got to give the devil his due.”

Buck doesn’t know how exactly to handle the exchange of your soul with dignity. She starts gathering spit in her mouth, figuring actions speak louder than words when her eyes catch a fault. Over the left breast pocket of his button-up shirt, the silver stitching is torn. A tiny, minuscule imperfection. In Sunset Ridge, it’s rarer to have a stitch in place than not, but on a man like him, that one tiny flaw has her smiling.

“You need a tailor,” Buck says.

The smile couldn’t have fallen off The Devil’s face quicker if she had spit on him.

He doesn’t need to look at the hole in his shirt to know that he’s been caught. His eyes are darker than night from where they glower down at the quickest draw in the wastes.

“You cheated.”

“So did you.”

The Devil grits his teeth. “So I did.”

Buck lets her eyes drift shut. The breath she draws in rattles terribly. Like the tin roof of her Ma’s dusty house. Like the tip of the viper’s tail. She won’t manage many more breaths like that. Yet, she keeps grinning.

The world changes so quickly, Buck thinks for a moment she slipped off to heaven before collecting her prize. The ground beneath her head becomes a grassy pillow, lush and green, with soft dirt that smells like life. She could bury her nose in mud like that. Though, Buck reckons she looks like enough of a mess already, with all the bleeding and such.

A brook babbles on beside her, like a vein of silver. The sunlight is softer here. Golden and warm. She’s never seen sunlight dance before, but dance it does through the verdant lacework of the canopy above. In a branch far beyond, two squirrels chitter about the strangest intruder who seems to have just appeared out of thin air. A fat bee bumbles by Buck’s head, legs laden with pollen. Somewhere out of sight, a songbird starts the choir.

Buck lifts the trembling hand from her chest, fingertips grazing the cool stream. So clear she can see the moss clinging to the river stones, and watch as a pale fish follows the current far from the plink of her fingers breaking surface. The water pulls the blood from her skin in streams of soft pink until her fingertips are washed clean. She’s seen that color many times before. In a sunset.

There are worse things than dying far from home, Buck reckons, like never leaving home at all.

I worked for about 6 years for a company that was all phone work. It was a large manufacturing company and we were off-site in El Paso. We did the legal,customer service and accounting.

I was pretty much set to one side as I was 60 and the rest of the 20 to 25-year-olds kind of ignored me. I turned out to be be troubleshooter for the company.

I was upstairs where the manager and the accountants were. I didn’t think anybody had really noticed me.

One day one of the girls from downstairs came up and asked me for a favor.

The favor was, would I please come to her little girl’s birthday party. Of course I went and I was the only person from the company invited.

It was strictly a family affair. I was even older than her parents. One of the games they played was the pinata. Everybody beat at it for a while and it wouldn’t break and they insisted that I try. So I give it my best 60-year-old windup, hit the damn thing and tore it off the wire and send it over the fence into the next yard. I was suitably embarrassed.

Cabbage Roll Soup

Cabbage Roll Soup is guaranteed to be a fall and winter favorite. This delicious soup has all the flavor of traditional baked cabbage rolls.

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Ingredients

  • 1 pound ground beef or ground turkey
  • 2 teaspoons extra-virgin olive oil
  • 1 onion, chopped
  • 4 teaspoons minced garlic
  • 1/2 head cabbage, chopped
  • 32 ounces beef broth
  • 29 ounces tomato sauce
  • 2 (15 ounce) cans diced tomatoes with juice
  • 2 tablespoons brown sugar
  • 1 cup uncooked rice
  • 1 bay leaf
  • Kosher or sea salt, to taste
  • Pepper, to taste
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Instructions

  1. Heat the olive oil in a large pot over medium-high heat. Add the ground beef and season with salt and pepper to taste.
  2. Cook, breaking up the meat, until beef is browned.
  3. Add the onion and garlic cook for 2 to 3 minutes.
  4. Add the remaining ingredients, except rice, to the pot. Bring to a boil.
  5. Reduce heat to simmer; cover pot and cook for 1 hour.
  6. Add rice and cook for an additional 20 to 25 minutes.
  7. Remove bay leaf and discard.

Notes

If you want to use brown rice instead of white rice, cook for 45 minutes instead of 25 minutes.

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Expensive Pens.

I’ve always bought and used cheap plastic pens one could find at the corner store. They cost about 20p per pen. I’d buy a pack of 10 pens and threw them away once the ink ran out. I’ve never understood why my English teacher would always recommend a certain ballpoint pen to us to purchase before our exams. I just thought they were a waste of money.

A few days ago, I stumbled upon a review on a Parker Stainless Steel Jotter Ballpoint Pen. Sounds fancy, doesn’t it? It had a 5 star review and was on half price, £7.49 Wow, I thought to myself. That’s almost thrice the price I’d pay for a pack of 10 pens. However, what caught my eyes was how nice the pen looked. Professional.

After finally deciding which colour to get, I decided to get a silver one. It’s much heavier than the plastic pens, that’s for sure. But what amazed me was how smooth it was to write. It is significantly different as compared to a cheap 20p pen. The pen doesn’t slip out of my fingers as often, and it doesn’t hurt me to write for a long period of time. Also, it sort of makes me look really cool :p 10/10 would recommend

Here’s my pen:

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Actually Chinese people don’t care about it too much, at least not as much as you can imagine.

That’s because the living cost in China is much lower than that in the US.

For example, in nearly all places across China, you can buy a bottle of water with one yuan, which is around 0.15 dollars.

The prices of most vegetables, various kinds of meat and other daily necessities are also pretty low than that in the US.

It means that the same amount of money has much higher purchasing power in China than in America.

Why is China’s GDP per capita much lower than the US? Because China has a much higher population than the US.

The fact is that the GDP per capita of China, with a population of over 1.4 billion, has been increasing for many years.

As a result, the living standard of the Chinese people has also been on the rise over the years.

  1. They will not tell you that your case is going nowhere. When your parked car is hit in the night and there are no witnesses, no video and no license plate left behind the report is just for insurance purposes. Your burglary with a $3,000 loss? No follow-up because they are snowed under with higher loss cases.
  2. They know when you are lying and nothing you say after that has any weight. People lie to make themselves sound better or to get more attention to their case. It has the opposite effect. That report goes straight to files and no detective will ever see it. They can’t trust anything you say.
  3. There are no nationwide tire, tire print, shoe or shoe print databases that all cops have access to.
  4. Cops do not, can not hack into traffic cams, private business cams or government and private computer systems. It’s illegal, and most of those systems are not hooked up to the internet anyway. Obtaining video from them is time consuming and often entails search warrants for privately owned systems.
  5. Cops and CSIs do not process entire houses/businesses unless it is a mass murder scene. They look for things/spots most likely to have been touched by the suspect and just do those.
  6. DNA takes weeks to years to never to get back.
  7. There is nothing you can do to get out of a ticket. You can guarantee getting one with a bad attitude and even up your chances with a good attitude, but if they have already decided you need a ticket, you will get one.
  8. Cops can not ‘scare’ your 12 year old child into behaving. You obviously have spent 12 years teaching him he does not have to listen to authority and they can not undo that in 15 minutes without spilling blood. Hell, it takes three months in Marine boot camp!
  9. You do not pay our salaries unless you are a major business owner in our city/county. Salaries are paid from the general fund, not tax income.
  10. You can not “have your badge”. A cop will not be fired for giving you a ticket or being rude to you. Most people who say this actually have no complaint other than they were upset things did not go their way.

All of this doesn’t need to be publicized by the Chinese.

The fact is that they have done an extremely poor job.

Look at those roads full of potholes, the stench of urine everywhere, and the outrageous prices. And that damn security situation: Imagine walking in an alley and suddenly hearing a deep male voice greeting you: “Hey, bro…”

In London, Paris, Italian cities, and subways, there are “thieves” everywhere. Each of these cities can be called the “capital of theft”.

Just a few days ago, a TIKTOKER from China was live streaming on a bustling street in New York. He told tens of thousands of fans watching the live stream online that the United States is not safe. Then, in less than ten seconds, a person walking towards him snatched his phone and his DJI stabilizer.

All of this is extremely absurd and unimaginable… Do you know? Does this need publicity?

Seriously, this doesn’t need to be publicized by Chinese people,People all over the world are not blind.. Although the vast majority of ordinary people in the United States and Europe are very nice. However, your country have really done a terrible job.

This is the photo of the “random walker/random robber” on the streets of New York. This was a live stream with tens of thousands of viewers.

When Trump insulted Haiti as a “shithole country,” I really wanted to laugh at Americans. Don’t you Americans know that in our eyes, you are a “country of robbers”?

Well I didn’t walk out, but we parted company without a word.

We met in a nice pub. She looked nothing like her photo. Not in a bad way, but the photo was of her with long straight hair wearing a cool sundress and smiling. She arrived at the date with short, spiky, gelled hair, dark baggy clothes and didn’t smile. Not once.

She started by saying “I’m not looking for friends. I have plenty of friends. I’m looking for a boyfriend.” Strange thing to say, and a bit off-putting. I like my girlfriends to be, err, friends primarily. Or at least the fun “getting to know you” stuff. People are interesting.

Our conversation was interview style. Every time I got chatty about a common interest she would stop talking. We had a decent amount in common too, liked similar hobbies, worked with computers. I’m naturally enthusiastic about existential stuff, and she liked it too, but it never got beyond two sentences.

We’d agreed to go to the cinema after a couple of drinks. Batman Begins (yes, this was 20 years ago or so!) Even sharing popcorn was joyless. I tried contact, little touches when she reached across for popcorn, I kept eye contact. I smiled. Nothing.

The movie started and was amazing. At the end I put on my nice jacket and we went to the door together. She went left. I went right.

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