Collections.

Man, I was a pack rat. I used to collect everything.

From golf balls, to 1/35 scale figurines. To old bottles that I collected, to model airplanes that I painted and hung from the ceiling. I collected books, especially Doc Savage novels and short Science Fiction anthologies.

When I lived on the beach, I collected trash-cans full of shells. And magazine subscriptions.

And record albums, and later on; cassettes.

When I got a computer, I collected pictures of sexy girls.

When I got a cell phone, I collected APPs. LOL. I was out of control. It was a “coping mechanism” for a high-stress job, and a mentally ill wife.

*sigh*

It has nothing to do about anything else. It is just a “crutch” that I used at that time in my life.

I think that all of us use these “crutches” in one form or the other. Many times, ah we don’t realize that it is a crutch, and our spouses just don’t either. And maybe they tolerate it, or accept it, or even worse, make fun of it and use it against us. But its a need that many of us have.

If you live in a stressful place like the United States, you will need these crutches, or else you will fall into deep neurosis. And that is never a good thing.

Think about that will you all.

Watch out for crutches.

Today…

Why are so many things, websites, and useful things banned in China?

There are a number of, almost exclusively, American sites that are banned in China and there is good reasons for that happening.

Here’s a list – What Websites and Apps are Blocked in China? (Updated August 2019)

The Chinese government told everyone that there were certain conditions if they wanted their platforms to run in China and here you will find what I consider a good set of reasons –

1. To stop what China calls Western Propoganda.
2. To allow Chinese companies to set up their own online sites to reduce competition from, mostly American websites, that had a very clear lead over China as America entered the online arena before anyone else and thus had a very obvious lead. Sort of like allowing America to start from the 90 yard line in a 100 yard race. This has allowed Chinese companies to develop websites that have more facilities per site. I’m not wording this very well but in China you have websites that cover a wide array of capabilities whereas American sites often are single attribute sites. Twitter does Tweets, Amazon sells stuff and deliver it, Facebook is a system that allows ‘friends’ to share information, videos, pictures, etc. In China you will find sites that cover the same functions of a large number of US sites. This appreach has offered more capabilities and functions that people may want to perform on single platforms that their users become very familiar with and hence easier to learn to use. Sort of like Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, and Amazon all on a single site.

Just to show you how massive these sites are here’s the record sales for Alibaba on singles day last year – Almost $2b in two minutes: Chinese online shoppers shatter sales records (Australian sourced) “Chinese e-commerce giant Alibaba cashed a record 213.5 billion yuan ($42.4b) in sales on Sunday during its 24-hour online sale.” AUD$42.4 billion in 24 hours! No other site in the world has ever come close to this figure and it will probably be even larger in 2020.

HEADS-UP: China is a member, in good standing, of the WTO. China is labelled as a ‘developing’ country by the WTO and that is because there is a measure that is used to determine if the WTO considers a country as ‘developing’ or ‘developed’ and China is a ‘developing’ country according to those rules. The rule has to do with the average income of the nation and although China makes a lot of money when you average that across the country of 1.4 billion people the average income is below the threshold. This allows China to subsidize and protect its industries until such time as they reach the WTO threshold when they will need to stop subsidizing Chinese companies.

If the current invasion of Syria by the IDF is not their GREATER ISRAEL plan, I don’t know what is.

This is the map of GREATER ISRAEL encompassing Palestine, Lebanon, Jordan, Syria, Iraq and parts of Saudi Arabia and Egypt. The IDF soldier’s uniform even has a badge showing this map.

With the supply lines from Iran to Hezbollah completely cut off with the capture of Syria and with Russia military evacuating their naval port and airbase, Israel will fully occupy Syria soon before taking over Lebanon by defeating Hezbollah. The next few phases would be Iraq, Saudi Arabia and then Egypt.

The U.S. Failed to Stop China’s Rise: What Trump’s Tariffs Really Did? Trump’s Trade War Backfired.

In 1962, why did India lose the war against China?

The Indian responses are quite hilarious. They never mention their incursions into the border starting from 1951, gradually advancing and setting up military posts, and then in September 1962, moving their troops across their so-called McMahon Line. On October 10th, they launched an invasion, attacking Chinese border outposts, and it wasn’t until their major offensive on the 20th that China began to counterattack.

Such actions—crossing from the border, over the actual control line, through disputed areas, and even past their claimed border line into Chinese territory—are still framed as ‘China’s sudden invasion.’ Before the war broke out, India had amassed over 20,000 troops along the border. Is this what they mean by ‘not anticipating war’ and ‘being unprepared’? With military support from both the US and the Soviet Union, they claim their defeat was due to ‘poor equipment’?

The fact is, at the time, China was dealing with famine at home, isolation from the US and the Soviet Union internationally, and difficulties in logistics support. Yet, using only the army from the single province of Tibet, China advanced to near the Indian capital in just over thirty days. Most Chinese casualties were due to underestimating the rapid retreat of the Indian forces, pursuing them too far, and losing coordination with surrounding units. Despite this, China achieved nearly a 7:1 kill ratio. After the war, China magnanimously withdrew all troops from Indian territory and did not demand any unequal treaties, merely wanting India to come to its senses.

At that time, Chairman Mao thought for ten days but couldn’t understand why India wanted to attack. MacArthur commented that anyone daring to wage war against the Chinese army must have lost their mind. In reality, China had repeatedly sought diplomatic negotiations during the decade-plus period of territorial infringement, but India saw this as weakness and compromise, giving them the illusion that they could confront China.

Lastly, India’s claim to the McMahon Line is just wishful thinking. Historically, during the period of British colonization, no Chinese government ever recognized it. Any seemingly objective ‘both sides have their own claims’ is nonsense, merely using unilateral historical declarations as treaties.

Gorditas with Fiery Jalapeño Salsa

Yield: 18 gorditas; 1 cup salsa

Ingredients

Gorditas

• 3 cups instant masa flour*
• 1/4 cup all-purpose flour
• Salt
• 1 cup vegetable shortening
• 3 cups water (room temperature)
• Vegetable oil
• 2 cups shredded cooked beef, chicken, carnitas (braised pork) or other meat
• 2 cups refried beans
• 2 cups (8 ounces) shredded cheese, such as jack, anejo, cotija or ranchero
• 3 tomatoes, thinly sliced (18 slices)

Fiery Jalapeño Salsa

• 5 whole jalapeño chiles
• 2 Roma (plum) tomatoes
• 1 clove garlic
• 1/2 cup water
• Salt

Instructions

Gorditas

1. Combine masa, all-purpose flour and about 1 teaspoon salt in a large mixing bowl. Cut in the shortening to distribute it. Add 3 cups room-temperature water. Mix with hands until dough can be formed into a ball. Dough will be slightly sticky.
2. Heat a lightly greased or nonstick skillet until very hot, then reduce heat to medium. Take 1/4 cup of dough and pat it between your hands until it resembles a thick tortilla about the size of a large cookie.
3. Place the gordita on the skillet and cook it until the dough puffs slightly, 4 to 5 minutes on each side. As soon as it is cool enough to handle, open it like a pocket. Add a small amount of cooked meat along with beans, cheese and a tomato slice, as if building a taco.
4. Repeat steps until all dough has been used.
5. Serve with Fiery Jalapeño Salsa.

Fiery Jalapeño Salsa

1. Combine chiles, tomatoes, garlic and 1/2 cup water in a small saucepan. Bring to a boil and simmer for 10 minutes.
2. Remove stems from chiles, discard and place whole chiles in blender with tomatoes, garlic and water. Blend at medium speed until puréed. Add about 1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste.

Notes

* Instant masa flour is used to make corn tortillas and is available at some supermarkets and specialty stores. It is fresh corn masa that has been dried and ground.

Failed Promise

Submitted into Contest #150 in response to: Write a story that either starts or ends with someone (or something) saying, “Please, don’t do it.”… view prompt

Then that other voice creeps in. “Why am I kidding myself? Everything pinned on the lives of single children. How can I let that happen?”

I shrug it off. “The school needs the money, it’s ethical now at least and well-supervised. Not like before.” My confident Director voice has reasserted itself. I’m ready. Certain.

I glance at my watch relieved to see I have five minutes to myself. I lean back. I’ll do a few deep breaths reminding myself as I take the first one that the stressful part is done. In less than an hour this will all be in the past. Sure, I’m uncomfortable knowing that the deciding vote will fall on my shoulders, but the debating is done. My decision is made.

I breathe again, in and out, and as I do the memories from years before, memories of Chloe flood my mind.

Chloe. None of us knew at the time that she was just a failed experiment.

I see her, the little girl, normal in so many ways. Middle class, living on a quiet street, in an urban neighbourhood right here in our city. This is no extreme, far out, wacky place. The parents, just regular Mr and Mrs Anybody, or so I had been told. That the child was extremely bright wasn’t even irregular given that she had been identified for this special school for highly gifted learners where, back then, I had only recently started to teach. Even today each of the students stands out in one way or another, whether an uncanny ability in math, an extreme curiosity, perhaps a photographic memory for facts, eerily quick retorts, fantastical questions or sometimes understandings well beyond their young years. With Chloe I hadn’t yet had a student quite like her, one who presented with it all.

The first time I had met Chloe she was only seven years old. Long brown hair, big eyes, a shy smile. Her solemn, quiet grandfather, whom I only met the once, brought her to the classroom and, unlike some of the other parents, seemed to have no issue dropping the girl off with hardly a word exchanged. That first encounter, I remember, was for a special writing group with the older primary grade students, those already advanced in writing. Chloe had been younger than the rest but her classroom teacher had assured me that age wouldn’t be a barrier, and so it wasn’t. Not only did Chloe excel at writing, her poems and short stories had such insight and depth. Any one sample could have been held up as an example in a first year university creative writing course.

One lesson that comes to mind in that fleeting reminiscence is the day I introduced metaphors. After a few minutes of writing time for the students to find one or two simple metaphors for describing the quiet of the room, the group shared their examples. Sensing the concept was perhaps a little too complex for the youngest who had yet to contribute, I had gently invited Chloe to participate only to have the words flow off her tongue, a waterfall of inspiration. And so it went.

I shake my head and bring myself back to my breathing. Where had all that come from?

I breath again, in and out. And there she is again. Chloe. I had worked with Chloe over the next five years. Thinking back now perhaps it should have been a red flag that I rarely saw either parent, only an occasional new aunt or uncle for whom Chloe showed little affection. Nevertheless over the years I had watched her intellect blossom. She had excelled at mathematics, enrolling in a university level class with special permission from the Dean of the prestigious local university before she was finished fifth grade. Though she could have also participated in any other subject college course that year, time had become the limiting factor. Chloe and her science partner had won first place in the district science fair with their project on fractals but had turned down the trip to the provincial fair because it conflicted with preparation for her grade ten Royal Conservatory Music exam. She played so beautifully back then. Like an angel. I can almost hear her now. That same year she so quickly learned French without much help from the adults around her, read books on Art History, participated in the Future Problem Solving Challenges that the more focused, older students in the classes liked to play at and spent hours working on her own special novel project. She had honestly been doing it all.

I involuntarily shake my head as I’m reminded of all the critics of our gifted education programs who challenge the lack of social skills and abilities, believing that pulling these so called misfits out of the regular stream of schooling only exacerbates the alien-like behaviours common to some. In retrospect, I might have paid more attention too to the notion of alien beings, but the thought in relation to Chloe, if I ever had it, had definitely passed over me. Even today as Director in the program I am more than familiar with all of the arguments and the rebuttals. Chloe had not escaped such criticism. She was indeed an odd duck but at least the program had managed to offer some friendships; she had found others who wanted to enter imaginary worlds and spend hours creating a working language the adults had no chance of comprehending. These peers had been close enough. Intellectual peers. Similar aged children who could keep up with her rapidly developing vocabulary and didn’t have to bully her to keep her in place in some arbitrary school pecking order. Instead they had sought her out. This confident, thoughtful, intelligent child had quietly steered any partnership or group to success and they all had gravitated to her with some unspoken awe that should have spooked me more than it did.

As I rethink it all I wonder why I never really questioned the regular week-long absences each quarter; how I hadn’t seen the sudden leaps in her development that followed each time away. Nor had I queried more seriously the sudden change in demeanour that other teachers brushed off as an early onset of puberty after that fifth grade spring, more of an emotional change I rationalized at the time. I remember the elevated sense of empathy and compassion which we all noticed, her sudden interest in humanitarian causes and save the world campaigns. How smug we were to think it was our doing, our teaching and guidance.

For the most part school in this program had been a success for Chloe until seventh grade. That was when she had disappeared into herself. She had been late returning from her fall ‘tune up’ as we teachers had secretly labelled them. How shocked we had been to learn how accurate we were. Her expressions were flat, her exuberance gone as if suddenly it was all too much to carry. Then, her body had failed. Her eyes grew vacant. She arrived back again after another, unscheduled prolonged absence, that time in a wheel chair. Truth be told, she may as well not have attended at all. The doctors and psychiatrist couldn’t agree on a diagnosis to satisfy us until they finally had settled on a form of juvenile chronic fatigue. She’d outgrow it, we were told. It had sounded appropriate given how intense this child had always been. The diagnosis had fit well until Chloe suddenly died of heart failure, or ‘passed’ as we are now taught to say; the euphemism wildly out of place in this context of complete failure.

I feel a wave of anger wash over me. We had all felt so much grief. Grief, I remember, grief that turned to shock and then to anger as we learned the truth. Anger that we hadn’t been informed at first. But that replaced with this deeper anger I still can’t shake as we learned the whole truth.

Chloe wasn’t the only experimental child. Others too had Genteq BioAI™ chips implanted: Michael, Sam, Isabel, sweet little Isabel. I wonder momentarily where she is now? A fleeting curiosity. Some of the children had the chips implanted at an earlier age than others, but Chloe was the first neonatal experiment with the BioAIGen2™ chip. Chloe too was the first to receive the quarterly software updates, not unlike the Tesla car updates, meant to fine tune what the developing child could handle. The developing child, the real human child, I remind myself as the outrage rises in me again. That they hadn’t yet developed systems to manage the rapid onset of puberty and all that comes with the natural release of hormones had been a concern of Dr and Dr Anybody who had headed up the surreptitious project. They had ben so certain it would be resolved before it was an issue for Chloe. How wrong they had been. Worse yet, ahead of acquiring proper ethical approval and clearance they’d quite literally used their own child as their lab rat; they were so intent on being the first to create a new kind of humanity capable of leading us to a better, more humane world. Genteq responded to the disclosures by replacing them immediately but, of course, still all hell had broken loose.

In the wider media the debate between honourable, humanitarian intentions and the potential of this yet to be fulfilled promise versus the selfish, greedy, deplorable methods still continues. Even now, I’m still unsure about so much of where this is going. But then, in Chloe, I’ve seen the potential. We need good, smart, strong, moral people to lead the world.

I catch my thoughts again. Off track. It’s time to head to the board room and be ready. It’s been more than a year of debates and finagling to get us to tonight’s final vote. We’ll take the money and the students but only under proper government ethical approval with the caveat that the Genteq® Institute agrees to let them be flagged, or tagged as we like to call it. The image of ear tags in heads of cattle flits through my mind but I catch myself again, frowning at my own inner smile. The parents are insisting the experimental children be identified but we can live with that. As Chair I’ll make the deciding, tie-breaking vote.

I close the only folder left on my desk, tonight’s agenda, though why we bothered writing it up for this one item of business eludes me now. I stand and step across to close the blinds, glancing first to the sun setting behind the playground. Then I turn back to my desk startled to look into a younger Chloe’s eyes, like those I had met in that first class. I shake my head, dismissing the image but not before I hear her clearly implore “Please, don’t do it.”

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