No matter how much others try to manipulate or distract you, staying true to yourself is the ultimate victory

There is actually a bunch.

Born in the U.S.A.” – Bruce Springsteen probably tops the list for my generation. Its a favorite at 4th of July picnics and other patriotic events but its really a critique of how bad the U.S. government treated Veterans and working-class Americans. The song talks about how the U.S. government abandoned its soldiers, especially those from poor backgrounds, sending them to war but failing to support them when they returned.

Every Breath You Take” by The Police is seen as a romantic love song by most people but the reality is its a song about obsessive control, jealousy, and stalking.

Sting wrote Every Breath You Take while in the middle of divorcing his first wife, Frances Tomelty, while beginning a relationship with her best friend, Trudie Styler.

The song was born out of feelings of obsession, possessiveness, and surveillance rather than love and devotion. He described it as a song about a “twisted kind of love,” emphasizing that it’s about someone who is obsessed with another person, watching their every move, and feeling entitled to control them.

Summer of ’69” by Bryan Adams. Many listeners assume that Summer of ’69 is about Bryan Adams reminiscing about the actual summer of 1969, a time of music, freedom, and youthful adventure. However, Adams himself was only 10 years old in 1969, so he wasn’t forming a band and falling in love at that time.

In interviews, Adams has admitted that while the song does evoke a sense of nostalgia, the title is also a sexual reference. Co-writer Jim Vallance originally wanted to set the song in 1976, since that was when Adams was actually playing in bands. But Adams pushed for ’69 because it was “a funny double entendre.”

In a 2008 interview, Adams explicitly stated:

“It’s about making love in the summertime. *‘69’ has nothing to do with the year.”

There are a lot more but there ya go.

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Sir Whiskerton and the Case of the Tie-Dye Tussle

Ah, dear reader, prepare yourself for another whimsical adventure on Sir Whiskerton’s farm, where the animals are as quirky as they come, and the mischief is always just a whisker away. Today’s tale involves Bessie the Tie-Dye Cow, Catnip’s bumbling hench-creatures, and a lesson in staying true to oneself. So, grab your sense of humor and let’s moo-ve into The Case of the Tie-Dye Tussle.


The Plot Thickens

It was a peaceful afternoon on the farm. The sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and Bessie the Tie-Dye Cow was lounging in the pasture, her psychedelic coat shimmering in the sunlight. She was humming a tune about peace, love, and the occasional hay bale, when suddenly, a rustling in the bushes caught her attention.

Out popped Squeakers the mouse and Ratticus the rat, followed closely by Bonbo the rat and Grumbles the mouse. They were Catnip’s hench-creatures, and they had a mission: to manipulate Bessie into giving up her prized possession—a shiny, new bell that the farmer had gifted her earlier that day.

“Psst, Bessie,” Squeakers squeaked, his tiny voice dripping with false sweetness. “We couldn’t help but notice your fabulous new bell. It’s so… shiny. And loud. And, uh, totally not annoying.”

Bessie blinked slowly, her dreamy eyes focusing on the tiny rodents. “Oh, hey there, little dudes. Are you here to talk about the cosmic energy of the universe? Or maybe the beauty of a well-timed cowbell?”

Ratticus stepped forward, puffing out his chest. “Uh, yeah, sure. Cosmic energy. Totally. But, uh, we were thinking… maybe you don’t need that bell. I mean, you’re already so… tie-dye. You don’t need anything else to stand out.”

Bessie tilted her head, her bell jingling softly. “Oh, I get it. You’re worried about me being too fabulous. That’s so sweet of you. But don’t worry, dudes. There’s enough fabulousness to go around.”


The Hench-Creatures’ Hilarious Hijinks

Unfazed by Bessie’s calm demeanor, the hench-creatures decided to up their game. Bonbo scurried up to Bessie’s side, holding a piece of cheese. “Hey, Bessie, look! We brought you a peace offering. You know, as a symbol of our, uh, mutual respect.”

Bessie smiled serenely. “Oh, wow, cheese. That’s so thoughtful. But, uh, I’m a cow. I don’t really eat cheese. But hey, maybe you could share it with the mice? They look like they could use a snack.”

Grumbles, who had been lurking in the background, suddenly perked up. “Wait, cheese? Where?!” He lunged for the cheese, knocking Bonbo over in the process. The two rodents tumbled into a nearby puddle, their plans unraveling faster than a ball of yarn in a kitten’s paws.

Meanwhile, Squeakers and Ratticus tried a different approach. “Bessie,” Squeakers said, his voice trembling with faux concern, “we heard that bells are, uh, bad for your chi. Yeah, they disrupt your inner peace. You should probably get rid of it.”

Bessie chuckled, her bell jingling merrily. “Oh, that’s funny. I actually heard that bells are great for your chi. They help you stay centered and grounded. Plus, they make a groovy sound when you walk. It’s like my own personal soundtrack.”


Sir Whiskerton’s Commentary

From his perch on the barn roof, Sir Whiskerton watched the scene unfold with a mixture of amusement and disdain. “Honestly,” he muttered to himself, “if Catnip’s hench-creatures were any more incompetent, they’d be running for farm council. Bessie’s handling them like a pro, though. I must admit, even I’m impressed.”

Ditto, who had been sitting beside Sir Whiskerton, echoed his mentor’s words. “Impressed! Impressed!” he chirped, his little tail flicking with excitement. “Bessie’s so cool! Cool! Cool!”

Sir Whiskerton sighed. “Yes, Ditto, Bessie is indeed ‘cool.’ Though I’m not sure why you feel the need to repeat everything I say. It’s not exactly a sign of intelligence.”

Ditto tilted his head. “Intelligence! Intelligence!” he echoed, completely missing the point.


The Grand Finale

Back in the pasture, the hench-creatures were growing desperate. Ratticus decided to pull out the big guns. “Alright, Bessie,” he said, puffing out his chest. “We’re not leaving until you hand over that bell. We’ve got orders from Catnip, and we’re not afraid to use force!”

Bessie blinked slowly, then let out a deep, resonant “Moooooooo.” The sound echoed across the pasture, startling the hench-creatures so much that they all jumped into the air, landing in a tangled heap.

“Force, huh?” Bessie said, her voice calm but firm. “You know, dudes, violence is never the answer. Maybe you should try meditating or something. It’s really helped me find my inner peace.”

With that, she turned and sauntered off, her tie-dye coat shimmering in the sunlight and her bell jingling with every step. The hench-creatures watched her go, utterly defeated.


The Moral of the Story

As Sir Whiskerton observed from his perch, he couldn’t help but smile. “Well, Ditto,” he said, “it seems Bessie has taught us all a valuable lesson today.”

Ditto nodded eagerly. “Lesson! Lesson!”

“Indeed,” Sir Whiskerton continued. “The moral of the story is this: No matter how much others try to manipulate or distract you, staying true to yourself is the ultimate victory. And, of course, a little humor and patience can go a long way in deflecting even the most persistent pests.”

Ditto clapped his tiny paws. “Victory! Victory!”

Sir Whiskerton sighed. “Yes, Ditto. Victory. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have a sunbeam to attend to.”

And with that, Sir Whiskerton stretched out on the barn roof, content in the knowledge that once again, peace and order had been restored to the farm—thanks to a tie-dye cow and a touch of bovine brilliance.

The End.

w/ Irish Champ & Bacon Jus

As I discussed in a previous post, Irish Travellers take their sausages very seriously

These Wild Boar sausages I get sent to me regularly by my uncle in Co. Donegal, who has them made especially by an Irish Traveller butcher using boars from Co. Kerry

Ground Wild Boar (90%), Rusk, Water, Salt, Onion Powder, Sage, Rosemary, Black Pepper, Thyme, Nutmeg, Marjoram, Natural Hog Casings

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Irish Champ

Red-skinned Irish Potatoes, Kerrygold Butter, Chives, Sea Salt, White Pepper

Champ is a form of mashed potatoes popular in the Province of Ulster, where my family are from

It consists of cooked potatoes that are mashed into melted butter (sometimes with the addition of milk) in which an aromatic green vegetable has first been sautéed or poached

The aromatic vegetable infuses the butter (or milk) with its flavour and aroma, which is then incorporated through the potato during mashing

The most common vegetable used to make modern Champ is scallion, however in times past, any powerful and aromatic green vegetable was used, including stinging nettles

I prefer to make my Champ with chives, as I believe it gives far better flavour and texture compared to scallion, which can become a little slimy and fibrous when cooked

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Bacon Jus

Thick-cut Smoked Bacon, Chicken Stock, Apple Cider Vinegar, Salt, Pepper, Kerrygold Butter

A rich and glossy gravy with a smoky and savoury base of pan-fried smoked bacon, cooked down with chicken stock

A dash or two of apple cider vinegar cuts through the richness to add brightness and acidity

Finished with a knob of Kerrygold Butter just before service to create a rich and glossy jus

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Why These 12 Major Fast Food Chains Are Shutting Down Locations Nationwide : The Truth Revealed

Let’s cut to the chase: U.S. sanctions were supposed to cripple China’s AI ambitions. Instead, China’s DeepSeek team pulled off something remarkable—they built an AI model rivaling GPT-4 *without* relying on restricted high-end chips. Even more surprising? It’s *not* a knockoff of OpenAI’s tech. Here’s how they did it, and why this story is bigger than just AI.

1. “Work Smarter, Not Harder”: The Secret Sauce

When the U.S. banned exports of top-tier NVIDIA A100 chips, China’s AI researchers didn’t panic. They got creative. Instead of chasing after restricted hardware, they redesigned their training process to run efficiently on cheaper, more accessible GPUs like NVIDIA’s H800. Think of it like building a race car with a Toyota engine instead of a Ferrari—except the Toyota still wins the race.

The star of the show? A technique called **“Mixture-of-Experts” (MoE)**. Unlike OpenAI’s monolithic models (which act like a single, massive brain), MoE combines smaller, specialized models—like a team of experts each handling a specific task. This modular approach slashes computing costs and lets them run on less powerful hardware. The result? DeepSeek-V3 was trained for just **$5.5 million**, a laughably small budget compared to the billions spent on GPT-4.

2. Open-Source Power: Crowdsourcing Genius

DeepSeek didn’t just innovate in a vacuum—they threw open the doors to collaboration. By open-sourcing their code and releasing smaller, laptop-friendly versions of their models (like the R1 series), they tapped into a global pool of developers. Imagine thousands of coders worldwide tweaking, testing, and improving the system for free. This grassroots approach helped DeepSeek-R1 outperform ChatGPT-01 in benchmarks, even running on everyday hardware.

It’s a stark contrast to the “walled gardens” of many Western AI projects. Instead of guarding their secrets, DeepSeek bet on collective brainpower—and won.

3. Hardware Hacks: Doing More With Less

Sanctions forced DeepSeek to become a master of improvisation. They squeezed every drop of performance out of their hardware:

Precision Tweaks: Using FP8 mixed-precision training (think “compressing files without losing quality”) to cut memory use and speed up calculations.

Hybrid Hardware: Mixing leftover A100 chips with alternatives like AMD’s MI300X GPUs.

Smart Reasoning: Borrowing ChatGPT’s “chain-of-thought” method to break complex tasks into bite-sized steps, reducing computational strain.

These tweaks let them compete with U.S. models without needing the latest-and-greatest chips.

4. The “TEMU” of AI: Cheap, Cheerful, and Effective

DeepSeek’s frugality is legendary. They cut costs at every turn—optimizing memory, trimming unnecessary computations, and focusing resources on critical tasks. The $5.5 million price tag for DeepSeek-V3 (nicknamed “AI TEMU” after China’s budget shopping app) shattered the myth that cutting-edge AI requires billionaire budgets.

Sound familiar? It’s the same playbook China used to dominate solar panels and EVs: turn constraints into advantages.

5. Sanctions Backfire: China’s Innovation Playbook

Here’s the irony: U.S. sanctions didn’t slow China down—they lit a fire under its AI industry. DeepSeek’s team embraced a **two-track strategy**:

1. Long Game: Develop homegrown chips (still in progress).

2. Right Now: Rethink algorithms to do more with less.

The MoE architecture is a poster child for Track 2. It proves that smart software can compensate for limited hardware—a lesson China learned earlier with its space program (hello, Tiangong station) and solar tech.

Why DeepSeek Isn’t a Copycat

Let’s squash that myth:

– Design Philosophy: OpenAI builds giant, all-in-one models. DeepSeek uses a modular “team of specialists” approach.

– Training Focus: Instead of brute-force scaling, DeepSeek prioritizes data-specific efficiency.

– Necessity-Driven Innovation: Sanctions pushed them to invent workarounds like FP8 precision—something Western models never needed.

This isn’t imitation—it’s reinvention.

The Bigger Picture: Why This Matters

DeepSeek’s story isn’t just about AI. It’s a case study in how China turns adversity into opportunity. From space stations to solar farms, U.S. restrictions have repeatedly backfired, sparking homegrown breakthroughs.

For the AI race, this means the playing field is leveling. You don’t need unlimited cash or chips to compete—you need creativity, collaboration, and a willingness to break the rules.

So, next time someone says sanctions will stop China’s tech rise? Tell them to Google “DeepSeek.”

Final Thought: Sanctions might slow China down, but history shows they’ll only end up with a faster, cheaper, and *different* solution. Who’s the underdog now?

This book:

This is a view of one of the records from Marie Curie’s laboratory.

Marie Curie in 1920

Marie Curie and her husband Pierre discovered polonium and radium, and she is generally recognized as one of the most important pioneers in the field of radioactivity.

Radioactivity was so poorly understood at the time that Marie and Pierre kept samples of the compound in their shirt pockets and casually handled them. They wore standard lab coats.

Marie died of aplastic anemia, which was a consequence of her excessive exposure to radiation, but not before she had won two Nobel Prizes, in physics and chemistry.

After her death, the Curie residence continued to be used by the Institute of Nuclear Physics, before finally being abandoned in 1978.

However, Curie’s notebooks were transferred to the Bibliotheque Nationale / National Library, where they remain to this day.

The reason why Marie Curie’s notebooks are the most dangerous book(s) in the world, is not because of the knowledge written in them.

But because the books are still radioactive to this day.

The books are kept in lead-lined boxes. If you want to borrow them you have to sign a waiver. You can only read them in a special reading room separate from the other reading rooms, you have to wear a protective suit, and you have to use contamination monitoring during and after reading them.

In fact, it’s not that deadly: according to one researcher, even if you were to read the book regularly for a year, you would only be exposed to 10µSv of radiation throughout your body, which is the equivalent of what you would get on a return trip from the UK to Spain.

However, I offer Marie Curie’s radioactive book as the most dangerous book in the world.

Books are not dangerous because of what is written in them.

Books don’t kill people.

It’s people who do it, using books as an excuse.

Thank you for reading.

Flowers Bloom In Desolate Places

Submitted into Contest #210 in response to: Write about a character who has to grapple with something completely alien to them. view prompt

Jed Cope

Then there is the legend of the Heaven Flower, the flower that blooms only in the desolation of the largest desert in the world. This rarest of all flowers blooms in the dead of night and for one hour of intense daylight it lives, and in living provides more beauty than a human mind can comprehend. The Heaven Flower is an intoxicating distillation of all that is good. No one is built to behold it in all its glory. No one is pure enough to withstand its truth.

 

Legend has it that once every hundred years, the flower emerges from the desert sands and shines more brightly than the sun. Quite how this story came about, no one knows, for it is an unlikely tale and were it to be true, surely none who witnessed the flower in all of its heavenly glory would survive to recount its brief but wondrous visitation in the harshest of lands.

 

A legend, a flight of fancy, or an impossible dream? Ser Philip believed that he saw beyond the unlikely veneer of such fancies. He knew that the Heaven Flower was his destiny, or at least a part of it. He had heard the story in a far-flung tavern and it had enraptured him. This tale of a mythical flower was a beginning. The much delayed start of his own story. He would find the Heaven Flower and in finding it he would discover the meaning of his life, perhaps even the meaning of life itself. Once his eyes were opened to the existence of such a wonder, his life’s purpose would be clear.

 

When young Philip was a squire, there had been another flower. That delicately delightful flower had been a slip of a girl called Miranda. The two of them had been inseparable and although neither of them had ever voiced the words that approached the promise that lay between them, it had been there all the same. These two were meant for each other. Two peas in a pod. The fair lady and her devoted knight.

 

Then one day, a terrible blight had visited the land and Miranda had been plucked from the earth and discarded as though she were but a single blade of inconsequential grass. Ser Philip had heard the dread news of his love’s demise, but refusing to believe it, he had returned immediately from the tourney in a neighbouring kingdom. His desertion of his master-knight had earnt him a sound thrashing, but he felt not a blow as he succumbed to a state of terrible numbness following his audience with the cold and waxy thing that Miranda had become. Having lost the spark of life that she had harboured so perfectly and beautifully, she was a sickening reminder of what had once been and now could never be.

 

Amongst the rumours of that night were whispers of a dark and foreboding visitation. A man who was not a man stalking the ramparts of the castle before darting inside to take Miranda away forever. These stories could be nothing more than tall-tales. The wasted words of scoundrels and gossip mongers. The truth was not in those words, for no man could enter the castle, commit such an abominable deed and then slip away undetected. Not unless he had wings and had flown onto ramparts.

 

After Miranda’s death, Ser Philip was never the same. Some say that a part of him died on that fateful day. A pitiful, sad and heartbroken sacrifice to his one true love. Nevertheless, he committed himself to the life of squire and then of knight. Never was there a more proficient warrior, but he lacked for something and that lack was apparent. No fire burned within him and his heart was but a dull and grey organ, reluctantly pumping his barely warm blood around his still grieving body.

 

It would seem that the quest for the fabled Heaven Flower was perhaps an attempt to rekindle this flame of his, not that he could or would admit this to himself, let alone anyone else. Ser Philip was a taciturn and insular man. He had withdrawn from those around him when he was still a boy and was never for changing.

 

When he broke the news of the quest to his faithful squire, Daniel, the man was crestfallen. Never having cut the mustard or made the grade, Daniel was never going to hold his own standard, only the flag of his master-knight. Squires are boys, and Daniel had never grown up. What he lacked was not only maturity, but also the gumption to work beyond the bare minimum. He had gravitated towards Ser Philip, because this knight was so obviously lost and his lack of lustre almost matched Daniel’s. They deserved each other, at least as far as Daniel was concerned. This consideration of the quiet and undemanding knight helped perpetuate the denial of his own sloth and laziness.

 

Daniel kept a firm grasp of his lackadaisical ways even upon receipt of his new instructions. He was in no rush to go adventuring. This was not what he had expected from this knight, but now all was a-change. What Daniel could not understand was Ser Philip’s delivery of the news of their mission. The man himself remained cold and monotone. There was no excitement here. This was not the spirit of adventure. It was more like a visit to a grim and dour maiden aunt out of a sense of duty, and with no more than a thimbleful of devotion. There was no roar and there was no vim and vigour, and so Daniel felt all at sea. Confused and worried at what the future held. He didn’t want to go into the night and to do so quietly troubled him to a point of delirium.

 

Nonetheless, Ser Philip set out the very next day and seeing that he had little alternative, Daniel followed. Even as he trailed behind his master-knight, Daniel considered his options. Those options depressed him being the ignominy of dishonour having failed his master-knight and the subsequent derision and exile from polite company and all other company for that matter. He would starve as he began to freeze to death. He stopped short of thinking about how his life choices were not helping him right now. His adoption of the maxim do the bare minimum, left him with few skills and abilities and the truth of his existence was that no other knight would put up with such a scruff of a slob.

 

Daniel sighed.

 

Ser Philip did not acknowledge the sigh even though his training as a warrior had heightened his senses and made him aware of far more than most would attend to. The man was all focus, more so in his embracing the quest that he had been made for. This was what he had been waiting for all his life. Everything before now had been mere practice. All of it. He had built himself into a knight worthy of this task and he was ready. Ready to be tested. He found that he was relishing his being tempered in the fires of this quest. Daniel missed the hint of a smile on his master-knight’s face as they rode onwards.

 

Following a long and arduous journey, the two stopped in the small town of Santa Cruz. The town was so small and lacking in the luxuries that Daniel had been looking forward to that he could not bring himself to consider it to be a village, let alone a town. This was to be the last civilisation that they would encounter before they entered the desert itself. A sun-bleached outpost that hinted at what was to come.

 

Having secured provisions and a room for the night, Ser Philip afforded Daniel the freedom of the town for the remainder of the evening, preferring himself to sip at his carafe of water and contemplate the trials to come.

 

“Yeah, thanks for nothing,” Daniel grizzled as he ambled off in search of whatever it was the locals drank to forget this hell hole, music to drown out the sound of the complaining and moaning voices in his head and the company of a woman to help him remember that he was a man and not a spare pack horse.

 

Eventually, he found a place that sold drink. A woman who had seen better days and better teeth grinned at him as she poured him the cloudy drink that they brewed in these parts. The liquid looked like milk that had been contaminated in unspeakable ways. It tasted worse than it looked, but there was the familiar scorching of alcohol, so it would have to do.

 

“Leave the bottle,” he told the woman, sliding a coin across the table towards her in favour of handing her the coin. He did not relish the prospect of physical contact with her. Later, two thirds of the way down the bottle, he would change his mind and he would more than relish it, having asked her about the possibility of younger versions of herself, weighing up the pros and cons of those bad teeth compared to the gnashers of his mule. He never stopped to consider just how much of the vile fermented milk drink the woman had had to consume before she considered laying with him to be a good idea.

 

UP!

 

Daniel dreamt the word, but he felt the slap outside of his dreams, struggling to unglue his gummy eyes and attach meaning to his senses, he squirmed on the straw lined crib.

 

“I said up!” cried Ser Philip, “the day has long dawned you useless bag of skin!”

 

Daniel opened his eyes in time to see the face of his master-knight moving into clear and intimate view. Ser Philip had a hold of his shirt and had hauled him to a sitting position, “you are here to serve me, you drunken son of a weak minded goat! If you fail me, I will use your arse to sharpen my lance!”

 

Daniel’s eyes were now as wide as plates and he was nodding feverishly, the possibility of a hangover now rescheduled to another life, “yes, Ser! Right you are, Ser! Right away, Ser!”

 

Ser Philip growled.

 

Daniel bolted across the room and was a one-man hive of activity. He had never seen Ser Philip like this. The man had been transformed overnight. A furnace had been lit and now, Daniel was the squire of a master-knight in the mould of the knights of old. This was a force to be reckoned with. The proverbial one man army. It was said that a master-knight in his prime was worth a thousand foot soldiers or more, Daniel no longer doubted this. Not one bit.

 

The sun beat down upon them as they left Santa Cruz. Daniel did not look back, he did not dare. He would not risk being found lacking. All the same, he felt eyes upon him and knew that one pair of those eyes were those of the old woman. He envisioned her and as her face came to mind he felt a pang. He would not exactly miss her, but she was the symbol of the life he was leaving and he was already missing that.

 

He doubted he would return, and that gave him a moment of morose contemplation.

 

The desert swallowed them up and the heat built and built. The horse and mule gave forth with sad utterances. Those sounds chilled Daniel as he watched Ser Philip’s back. The master-knight was a statue. Their progress in the deep and unrelenting sands was slow, but Ser Philip was relentless. He had set himself against this place and the fierce sun, and he was not for faltering.

 

That night, Daniel shivered in the inexplicable, creeping cold. His body had been cooked all day, but when the sun slipped away so did all of the heat. There was a short period of relief from the trials and tribulations of the day, but then the cold seeped into him and he battled the terror of his limbs becoming numb and never returning to him. All the same, sleep eventually took his exhausted form.

 

The morning came via rude motion. Ser Philip shook the man like a terrier shakes a rat in his jaws. They were up and away in a matter of moments, Daniel chewing on dried meat that took the moisture from his mouth and left his mouth dry for the rest of the day.

 

His eyes hurt, but the hurt went well beyond his eyes. There was a trick being played here. The featureless desert was a never ending expanse of nothingness, and yet it was doing something to his eyes. It was latching onto them and now the contours of sand were bending this way and that, twisting his mind out of shape. He felt his breath becoming laboured and he would have cried if he had any tears left in his head. The sun had taken them long ago. He felt his lips cracking and bleeding as his mouth formed the shape of a silent scream. Then his mule stumbled and he fell unceremoniously to the sands.

 

A merciful shadow fell over him. He felt it and opened his eyes, “we’ll have to walk from here,” Ser Philip told him.

 

“I can’t,” Daniel told him, and he thought he might even mean it. The sun and burning sands had leeched his life from him and now, as he lay there, he didn’t think he had it in him to get up. He was dead barring a few minor technicalities.

 

“Then you are dead,” Ser Philip told him, as though he had read the man’s broiled mind.

 

Daniel nodded, it would be blissful to close his eyes and drift into sleep. He was a man who had always been fond of sleep and he was reconciled with a demise that was as simple and easy as easing himself into slumber.

 

Ser Philip curtly returned the nod and walked away. There was nothing to be done. He could not help his squire, unless his squire helped himself.

 

Leaving his dying horse and carrying what provisions he could, the knight walked deeper into the desert. Later, were a hawk to fly over the corpse of the squire, it would see several interlaced circles of foot prints. The delirious man had tried to leave the desert, but had not managed to get more than a few yards from his deceased mule. Soon enough, the both of them would be nothing more than a few bleached bones that would in time be swallowed up by the sands of the desert.

 

Now, time lost all meaning for Ser Philip. He travelled in the bosom of the infinite and with every step, he shed an unnecessary piece of himself. As he did so, he found an inner peace that spoke to him of the simplicity of an existence uncluttered by the noise and nonsense that people accumulate and draw to themselves in a foolhardy attempt at defending them from the truth of who they really are.

 

At the point at which his provisions were exhausted, Ser Philip saw things for what they were and he let go of the last of the things he had valued and in that moment, he understood.

 

This was the quest.

 

He was the quest.

 

He had needed the desert to strip it all away. To take from him all that was not needed. Now he was pure.

 

Was he the bloom?

 

He thought that might be the case, and yet he walked some more, for walking was good. The simple act of putting one foot in front of the other and creating the momentum of life.

 

That was when he saw it. In the dying embers of the sun, the single stem and the closed bud of a flower. He knew it for what it was. He ran towards it, shedding what little clothes he still wore. Barely aware that he was doing so, but understanding that he must be naked in the presence of such beauty. He bore himself towards the miracle on feet that barely touched the sand, his heart filled with an elation that threatened to burst it.

 

Then his way was blocked.

 

A bewinged armour clad knight barred the way. The impossible was being denied by the improbable. Ser Philip did not falter and he did not slow, he launched himself at the dread warrior and grappled with he would deny him everything. He fought with an inhuman strength that was matched by the anonymous warrior, and as they wrestled with each other, Ser Philip experienced a growing desire to know who it was that he was locked in battle with. As this curious desire grew, so did his unease. This built and built until he knew that he must unmask his foe. He must discover the identity of the enemy who would deny him everything, but try as he might, he could not get his hand to the visor of that helmet.

 

The two of them fought and fought until the sun returned, and not once did Ser Philip see the face of his adversary, nor did he catch a glimpse of the fabled Heaven Flower. The sun rose and he knew that he had precious little time left to him, and so he gave everything he had left, he tore at the man before him using every ounce of strength he had left to him. He committed himself and his last breath to the defeat of this man and in one glorious moment he grasped the visor of the helmet and tore if open.

 

In that moment he saw everything, and he understood it all.

 

He froze in the rising desert sun, gazing down upon the bloom and the glory of the rare and precious Heaven Flower consumed him.

Sometimes, I wonder how good previous generations had it. I noticed this thread from Gen Xers who pride themselves on being tough cookies for not being coddled after the Challenger explosion:

There’s just a catch… we Millennials had our own Challenger explosion, the Columbia. Likewise, most of us remember where we were when 9/11 happened— I certainly do, because my parents came to pick me up from school (DC area let out because of the hit on the Pentagon) and I watched the rest of that day unfold on TV. No one gave us counseling when the twin towers came down; if anything, it was the adults that were distressed in the following months. And then that led to this war we fought, supposedly the longest one the US has ever been in. I wonder if anyone wants to wager how much support veterans got when they came back.

I remember having to watch 6 hours of Spanish TV with the lights off, blinds up, while my school issued its Code Blue (lockdown). That was followed by over a month of terror. School wasn’t ever let out, nor did we get counseling or anything afterwards. In fact, they didn’t stop school precisely because they wanted to show that life goes on in spite of the sniper.

None of what we went through made us tough. That’s just life, and a really easy one compared to nearly everyone else in the world. Are we seriously this performative as a nation that watching the Challenger explode passes off as… being a survivor?

I think the three stereotypical trappings of the uber wealthy are private jets, yachts, and very expensive cars. I would buy none of those. Oh, and watches/jewelry.

I don’t really get yachts. I like the ocean as much as the next guy, I guess. But I don’t think I’d ever want to spend more than a week or so at sea. If I really really wanted to, I’d much rather scratch that itch chartering a yacht rather than owning one.

Similarly with private jets. When I flew, I’d fly private. But even living my best life of opulent self-indulgence, I don’t think I’d travel enough for owning a jet to make sense.

As for cars, sure, I’d buy myself a nice car. I’m not really a car person, so I don’t know what my “dream car” would be. But it would almost certainly be something boring, at least by car-person standards. Some kind of nice sedan with whatever the coolest new tech is.

But not a Ferrari or Lamborghini or anything like that. Those are cool feats of engineering, and I totally get that they hit certain buttons that car people have. But I don’t have those have those buttons. Ditto for watches. Cool engineering I guess, but I see a watch primarily as a thing that tells time.

I would indulge in some extravagant real estate though.

When I was a kid, I lived relatively close to an eccentric millionaire. Starting in 1969, he started buying houses neighboring his own. Mind you, this was in an otherwise “normal” neighborhood. (Hell, I’m not sure there were any truly high end neighborhoods in Las Vegas at the time.) I think he ultimately had three or four houses all told.

He connected the houses via tunnels and secret passages, and made all kinds of whimsical choices. He opened the whole thing up to the public every month or two for an astronomy lecture (he had an observatory, of course) or a lecture on one of his other interests. I used to love going to his place as a kid.

(If you’re curious, more about him here: Lonnie Hammargren.)

Anyways, I would totally do that. My current neighborhood is nothing fancy — lots of small homes on small plots of land. I would buy up 8 or 10 of them and make all kinds of childlike decisions. Tunnels, secret passages, probably a slide here or a firepole there. It would basically be what a child would do with unlimited resources.

Italian Beef Brisket

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Yield: 12 to 15 servings

Ingredients

  • 1 (4 to 6 pound) beef brisket
  • 2 tablespoons dried basil
  • 1 tablespoon crushed red pepper flakes
  • 1 tablespoon crumbled, dried oregano
  • 1 envelope dried onion soup mix
  • 4 cloves garlic
  • 1 cup water
  • 1 large onion, sliced

Instructions

  1. Mix basil, red pepper, oregano and dried onion soup mix together to season beef.
  2. Make four slits in brisket and place 1 garlic clove in each slit.
  3. Rub seasoning mixture into beef and place brisket in slow cooker. Add water and place onion slices on top of beef.
  4. Cook on LOW for 8 hours.
  5. Remove from pot and shred beef.
  6. Place shredded beef back into the slow cooker for another 45 minutes.
  7. Serve in hot crusty rolls.

We were fairly poor, well below poverty level – my mom was a stay at home mom and my dad was a janitor for a hospital, but our birthdays always came with an after dinner, homemade birthday cake, always our favorite kind of cake. Everyone sang Happy Birthday and we always got a special 20 or so minutes of attention and a small gift.

It was my upcoming 10th birthday on March 11th, and my Uncle (my father’s brother) had suddenly passed away on the March 8th. My parents got in their car and drove the 340 miles to attend the funeral. I had 4 older siblings so we weren’t left alone. My birthday came, and I sulked most of the day feeling sorry for myself because I didn’t get a birthday cake or anything special. The day came and went, and I went to bed with the thought that I’d had the worst birthday ever. I was even mad at my uncle for dying!

I still don’t recall exactly what time it was, but I was shook awake by my older brother telling me to get up and come into the kitchen. I was a bit confused but managed to drag myself into the kitchen.

The lights flicked on, and everyone, including my parents, started singing Happy Birthday. On the counter was the most beautiful pineapple upside down cake I had ever seen. In the middle of the cramped kitchen, along with tools strewn everywhere, cake flour and cake pans tossed about, and my parents unpacked luggage, was the coolest Schwinn, multi-colored, banana seat, stingray bicycle I had coveted and wanted for 2+ years.

I loved that bicycle more than anything I have ever owned, and I rode it until the wheels fell off. I still feel a bit guilty that I was such a punk and had no concern about anything but my birthday. How the heck did my dad, who had just buried his brother, get the money or even have the time to put that bike together? When did my mother have time to buy the ingredients and make a cake? How exhausted they both must have been! But my parents were badasses, and I’m sure it’s not surprising, I loved them both more than that bicycle.

First off, my mother was an extremely conservative Fundamentalist Evangelical “Christian”. When I was 15 we had a conversation that went like this:

Mom: “You should start thinking about getting married. You are getting old. My cousins were all married by your age.”

Me: “…but you guys have forbidden me from dating, going to dances, or other social events, even at church, until I am 18.”

Mom: “You still need to start getting serious about this. You are practically an old maid.” (Remember I am 15 at the time.)

Me: “But it is illegal to marry at 15 in our state.”

Mom: “Don’t worry about that. Just find a husband, one with a good job and prospects. We will go to another state if we have to.”

Narrators notes: To “find a husband” with “a good job and prospects” implies someone who is old enough to work full time. In other words, someone who is over 17 at the least. Which was also illegal in the state I was living in. It was considered “statutory rape” even if the parents signed off on the marriage. Also pretty sure that “interstate transport of a minor for immoral purposes” (forced marriage) is a federal crime.

Lesson from Ukraine: Our fighting doctrine is fatally flawed because our “precision” weapons fail

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