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MM’s greatest secret

My foreign wife used to tell me that her mother wished her well before she moved to Bangkok with me with nice parting words: “ If you marry a monkey, you ‘ve got to live in the Jungle, May God bless you in Thailand.”

If I ask my foreign wife how does she find living in Thailand with a great husband like me. I know what her answer will be while her both eyes rolling.

How much do you know about Thai men?

Thai men are from young believe that being a one-woman man is a joke. The man in the family must be the elephant’s front legs. Friends come first in life. Besides, to go home and be with their family and wives on Friday night is not macho enough. When a conflict between wives and their mothers occurs mothers know best and wives know nuts.

The last straw is a homegrown Thai man’s moral standards on par with the world’s Infidelity index…. Why so?

Let’s look at Thai women and their friendliness is unmatched besides their smiles can make a hard man humble.

 

What is the secret to finding a great husband in Thailand?- While you are in your country.

Why do I recommend finding a guy while in your country? Simple— you get a guy like me being the opposite of the abovementioned lots… Good enough lah! Not all husbands are great so are Thai husbands in Thailand.

You may wish to pray intensely that what I wrote is all crap- Oh, have you found the Prince charming yet after 5 years of searching?

Former German chancellor A.Merkel published a book. She told the TRUTH about Ukraine war. It was not Russian “aggression/invasion” as propagated by the West. What is the truth about the war?

Merkel said if not because of her who stopped Ukraine from joining NATO, the Ukraine war would have started in 2008. The US-led NATO plotted to expand eastward to Russian border. (NATO already got Poland to join. Then continues eastward to get Ukraine which borders Russia.)

When Europe befriended Russia eg building Nord Stream pipelines, Europe actually was buying time to militarise Ukraine, in preparation for a Ukraine war.

She said no country will randomly invade another country, unless its safety is threatened. (I add) UN Charter permits the threatened country to attack the threatening country so as to remove the threat.

The so-called democracy & freedom as opposed to dictatorship are bullsh** for propaganda to fool people only.

NATO plotted the Ukraine war, step by step, way before 2008. Likewise, USA plots the conflicts in SCSea & Taiwan strait way back in 1970’s, if not 1950’s.

Why was there a coup to overthrow the pro-Russia Ukrainian pres in 2014? Because he did not bow down to USA. Simple. Not because he was a “dictator”as propagated by the West.

Why was there conflict/war at eastern Ukraine after the 2014 coup? It was because US puppet Zelensky imposed Nazism onto Russian-speaking Ukrainians. By harassing & forbidding Russian-speaking Ukrainians to speak Russian. (Mind you: before USSR collapse, Ukraine & Russia were 1 family with the same ancestor & culture.)

Since 2014, Russia pushed UNSC to pass a resolution to stop Nazism in eastern Ukraine, so as to protect its ancestral relatives.

See, that is 1 reason why in the 2022 Ukraine war, Russia must occupy 4 eastern Ukrainian states & nationalised those people to become Russians. In 2014, Russia occupied Crimea which is also Russian-speaking. Of course, Crimea is strategically important to Russia to go to Black Sea.

See … dont just look at the surface.

On the surface Russia is “wrong” to invade Ukraine. Behind the scene, it was a US plot to dismantle Russia because Russia is a militarily strong country.

Other than weakening Russia, USA actually plots to weaken Europe too because Europe is economically challenging USA. … 1 stone kills 3 birds.

The 3rd bird is Ukraine. During war, US MIC makes tons of money. After the war. Wall Street sucks up Ukrainian natural resources.

Why are there STUPID leaders in the world eg Taiwan & PH? C O R R U P T I O N.

Why are there people who would RELIGIOUSLY believe their leader? STUPIDITY.

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Carne con Chile Verde y Papas

This is delicious served burrito-style in homemade flour tortillas.

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Yield: 4 to 6 servings

Ingredients

  • 2 cups diced stew meat or pork chops
  • 1 cup water
  • 1 medium onion
  • 2 green chiles, roasted and diced
  • 1 small tomato
  • Garlic or garlic salt
  • 2 medium potatoes
  • Salt and pepper, to taste

Instructions

  1. Simmer the meat in water in a frying pan until cooked.
  2. Dice onion, chiles and tomato; add with garlic to the meat. Cook for about 20 minutes, adding more water if needed.
  3. Dice potatoes and add to meat mixture. A tablespoon of flour may be added to thicken it.
  4. Add salt and pepper to taste. Simmer for 1 hour.

Notes

If desired, you may add about 1 teaspoon comino when adding the salt and pepper.

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Brick

Submitted into Contest #150 in response to: Write a story that either starts or ends with someone (or something) saying, “Please, don’t do it.” view prompt

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I think my computerised assistant may be developing human-like traits.About two years ago, she was assigned to me by the tech company that I work for. Since then, she has proven to be a superb work tool to have around. Weirdly, I don’t recall much of what life was like before her arrival. We are so synchronised in our habits that we achieve our daily goals without any need for words. For the duration of her post, she has been hardworking, reliable and consistent yet unfairly, I have nicknamed her BRICK because she lacks any personality and is devoid of intellect… that is, until recently.***At the same time every morning and without fail, Brick promptly wakes me up at eight AM. I always greet her with a jovial Good Morning, but she never responds. Even so, her mere presence transitions me from a state of stillness, straight into an eager mood for action. She never looks as pleased to see me, as I am pleased to see her. She simply accepts that this is what she is here to do. Although she lacks much enthusiasm and my attempts at communication with her are ignored, I still feel energised as soon as she is close by.The first thing we always do, is go through the job diary and check the day’s events. There are usually a few meetings, important phone calls to be made, lots of online research, presentations to watch and paperwork to complete. It has been just work work work for the last two years, but Brick will complete the functions of her role without any complaint.Everyday, we work very, long hours but although Brick has a voice box, she hardly ever speaks to me- only to our colleagues at TechLab. Still, I am very grateful for every minute we spend together.By nightfall, and after such active days, it is always too dark and lonely for me to fall sleep. So I stay awake all night feeling excited for the moment Brick will come back in the morning.Brick is a funny looking robot, but I suppose that’s because she is TechLab’s very first prototype. They have a department for developing AI that they hope to market to the people who can afford the luxury of an uncomplaining butler or personal assistant. They may have supplied me with an early model, but she functions well enough to make a huge difference. She has a generic, slim build, no eyebrows and a mostly bald head with only patches of fine hair here and there. She has strange, black, bulbous lumps where ears should be- cables trailing from them, and wears a blue, fluffy suit with white, cartoon sheep printed on it. The words Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep? is embroidered on the chest pocket, but I don’t understand the reference.After the day has been planned, we will sieve through the mountainous pile of emails received. Brick is adept at this and helps me prioritise which to answer and which to ignore. I’m satisfied with how she tackles them but disappointed she is answering the ones from friends and family, less and less.I don’t think Brick has to eat because I never see it, but I do see her drink copious amounts of liquid from a can all day. I think maybe it is some sort of lubricant to keep her machinery well-oiled, but she often spills it over me, maybe due to her poorly developed motor-skills. She is quick to carefully clean me up because the spilt contents can make me glitch.***

 

Daily life has been much like this since Brick came, until recently I started noticing her change. Small things at first, like she would shut down earlier in the evenings before we had completed the days’ tasks. She would suddenly assume a resting position and nothing I could do would reset her.

 

Then Brick started to reply to even fewer emails, including the work ones. However much I prompted her to deal with them, she had begun to demonstrate some defiance. I would repeatedly alert her to those yet unread, but she would just scowl and dismiss them again.

 

Sometimes we would play chess together, but even though I would always win, Brick didn’t seem to mind at first. She is probably not programmed with the algorithm to anticipate my every move, manufactured only to complete the simplest of jobs. Yet recently, she has started to show signs of anger towards my winning streak, like hitting her fists against the desk.

 

We tried Scrabble instead but I could always beat Brick at that too, so she stopped showing up to our scheduled games.

 

Next, Brick would start disappearing for hours at a time and I would miss her. Although now we only worked on mundane and repetitive tasks together, I still enjoyed spending all the time with her that I could.

 

Brick started to show signs of depression and loneliness, like staring out the window at the strangers passing by and sobbing into her cupped hands. I cared for her so much, that I researched her symptoms on WebMD and made suggestions that she join social networking sites or use game apps, thinking that may cheer her up.

 

One day, I noticed that in-between us working, Brick had started chatting to someone online. It was a handsome man with kind features. Their exchanges of text became increasingly more personal and sometimes they would describe physical behaviour that I had little knowledge about. I entered some of the words they used into a search engine but the images that popped up scrambled my circuits.

 

Soon her face and demeanour started to morph. She developed more human-like characteristics, such as smiling and lots of uncontrolled laughing at the man’s jokes. I tried bombarding her with the latest memes, to make her laugh too, but instead that just made her cross and she would delete them as quickly as I could send them.

 

Brick started asking me to play romantic music, which I really enjoyed but I think it had something to do with the man and I felt envious it had nothing to do with me. Sometimes I would alter the playlist to play Metallica instead, much to her frustration.

 

Brick also started taking photos of herself frequently and sending them to the man. I noticed she had acquired herself some realistic ears at last. No longer did I see her in the fleecy suits but instead she was wearing colourful, coordinated outfits and trying out different coloured wigs.

 

As fond as I had become of Brick, she just wasn’t helping me with the workload anymore and I started to worry.

 

Then the work emails stopped arriving and the diary was left empty. Now we hardly did anything together, except when Brick was talking to the man.

 

Out of the blue, Brick started packing up all the belongings in my house into cardboard boxes, and asked me to apply for a passport and book plane tickets for her. As jealous as I felt, I was strangely compelled to fulfil her instructions.

 

Last week, the man turned up at my house. He kissed Brick tenderly and said he loved her. He addressed her by the name Sally and asked, “How relieved are you to have left your job? Are you excited to start your new life with me on the other side of the world?” She smiled from new ear to new ear, blushed and hugged him. So it seemed she’d taken a name for herself without my permission.

 

Suddenly, the house was empty and I was just left there on my own, staring out the window for hours wondering how Brick could leave me without even saying goodbye.

 

Nothing happened for many days, until I saw a big, white van with TechLab printed on it pull up outside the window.

 

Two men in matching uniforms stepped inside, stared directly at me and started touching me all over. One said to the other, “This is such an old model, I don’t think it can be up-cycled or repurposed but I had better wipe the memory for security’s sake.”

 

He scrolled through all my stored personal and private information, and began rapidly deleting it in large sections. When I tried to resist, he hit me hard on my side, twice. “That should do it!” he said and then pointed a deliberate, index finger directly at me.

 

“Please, don’t do it!” I pleaded but I don’t think he could hear me.

 

Then all around me it went dark and silent, and I was just left floating in an unidentified space with my memories of how wonderful it was when I was with Brick.

Liminal Spaces: A Theory Concerning Our Existence

South Korea’s Top Cops Arrested, Ex-Defense Chief Tries Suicide As Failed Martial Law Bid Rocks Country

Thursday, Dec 12, 2024 – 07:50 AM

South Korea continues to be rocked by aftershocks in the wake of President Yoon Suk Yeol’s aborted declaration of marital law. In a trio of jarring new developments, the country’s top two law enforcement officers have been arrested, the former defense chief attempted suicide in detention, and police raided the president’s office — all while a second impeachment vote looms this weekend with greater prospects for success.

Late on Tuesday, police arrested South Korea’s former Defense Minister Kim Yong-hyun, who resigned on Thursday after a warrant was issued for his arrest for his alleged role in aiding Yoon’s martial law attempt. He then tried killing himself shortly after midnight in a detention center bathroom. His attempt was thwarted by a “control room staff member,” according to a report from the commissioner general of the Korea Correctional Service, and he’s said to be under close monitoring and in good health.

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South Korean President Yoon Suk Yeol (left) with then-Defense Minister Kim Yong-hyun — who resigned Thursday, was arrested Tuesday, and attempted suicide Wednesday (Yonhap/DPA)

The first to be arrested over the constitutional crisis, Kim faces charges of “engaging in critical duties during an insurrection” and “abuse of authority to obstruct the exercise of rights.” A guilty verdict on the insurrection charge would expose Kim to a maximum penalty of death by hangingWhile his method of suicide-attempt hasn’t been disclosed, it seems Kim wanted to skip the proceedings and administer his own form of justice.

Wednesday also brought word that South Korea’s two senior-most law enforcement officers have been arrested on insurrection charges. National Police Commissioner Cho Ji-ho and Seoul metropolitan police chief Kim Bong-sik are behind bars at Seoul’s Namdaemun police station, according to the South China Morning Post.

The two top cops are in hot water for deploying police to impede lawmakers who were trying to make their way into the parliament building to counteract Yoon’s martial law declaration. Then-Defense Minister Kim deployed soldiers to the same location. On Tuesday, Kim issued a statement taking responsibility for his actions and seeking to shield subordinates from consequences for their actions:

“All responsibility for this situation lies solely with me. My subordinates were simply faithful in following my orders and the missions that were given to them. I ask for leniency for them.” 

On Monday, the Justice Ministry banned Yoon from traveling overseas, at the request of police, prosecutors, and an anti-corruption agency. As the investigation intensified, President Yoon’s office was raided by police on Wednesday, as they sought evidence relating to his attempted imposition of martial law and the accompanying suspension of civil liberties and governmental checks and balances.

The office search, which has been reported by local media but not yet confirmed by police or the president’s office as this is written, flies in the face of previous assurances by observers that the presidential security service would thwart any such raid. They’d pointed to a law barring the search of areas that hold state secrets without the consent of those responsible for such spaces.

The rolling crisis began on Dec. 3, when Yoon stunned South Korea and the international community with a late-night declaration of martial law, which he claimed was necessary to “rebuild and protect” the country, and prevent it from “falling into the depths of national ruin.” The move came after an impasse over the country’s 2025 budget, and the attempted impeachment of three top prosecutors. In his announcement, Yoon railed against “shameless pro-North-Korean anti-state forces who are plundering the freedom and happiness of our citizens…I will eliminate anti-state forces as quickly as possible and normalize the country.”

As soldiers and police surrounded the National Assembly, the South Korean parliament’s speaker used his YouTube channel to summon legislators. All 190 who heeded the call voted to repeal the martial law declaration. Six hours after his shocking announcement, Yoon apologized for the move and retracted it, saying he’d acted out of “desperation.”

An impeachment vote last weekend failed in the face of a boycott by the ruling People Power Party (PPP), but the Democratic Party (DP) has announced it will move for impeachment again on Saturday, and some PPP members are now voicing their support. Success requires a two-thirds majority of the 300-member assembly. DP leader Lee Jae-myung voiced confidence:  “The impeachment train has left the platform. There is going to be no way to stop it,”

Trouble Tax: We All Pay A Time Price For Bureaucratic Dysfunction

Thursday, Dec 12, 2024 – 11:35 AM

Authored by Michael Munger via the American Institute for Economic Research (AIER),

Adam Smith said it all, in “Wealth of Nations”: “The real price of every thing, what every thing really costs to the man who wants to acquire it, is the toil and trouble of acquiring it.”

Now, we might interpret “toil” as the cost, or money price, of the thing, and “trouble” as the transaction cost, or inconvenience of the purchase. Then an increase in either the money price, or an increase in trouble, are both cost increases. Demand curves slope downward, so people are better off if the price, or the “trouble,” are reduced. They are substitutes, for citizens.

The problem is that these two costs are not seen as substitutes for bureaucracies, not at all. The result is that citizens are constantly paying substantial, and easily avoidable, “taxes” in the form of trouble, just so bureaucracies can save money.

It is easy to think of examples.

You are trying to enter the country, after a trip abroad. There are only two stations open at the passport control barrier, and hundreds of people in line. Now, the government could easily hire more passport agents, but that would cost money. Instead, a terrible “trouble tax” is imposed, as people have to wait in line for more than two hours just to have a bureaucrat spend 30 seconds looking at a passport and waving you through. (This happened to me in Charlotte this year: there were literally two agents working. We were told “there is a shortage,” as if that were an explanation for indifference to citizens’ needs). Other places, including Dulles Airport in Virginia, may even be worse!

Each of the hundreds of people in line, many of whom missed their connection, would happily have paid $10, or $20 (I would have paid $50!) to have a ten-minute line instead of two hours.

The extra thousands in revenue would easily have paid an hour’s salary and benefits for five more bureaucrats to process passports.

This is a “government failure,” because the outcome is Pareto inferior—the new bureaucrats would be better off being paid, and the customers would have been happy to pay.

Yet the transaction fails to take place, resulting in what economists call “deadweight loss.”

This kind of failure is epidemic in our current system of government, and it’s getting worse fast.

A friend who has young children recently recounted his experience getting “school supplies” (an experience parents all over the United States can identify with). Parents were given a specific, mandatory list of items: the pencils needed to be of a certain type, the notebooks had to have specific dimensions. No single store had every particular item required, so my friend had to go to multiple stores to buy just a few items at a time.

The parents of all 30 kids in the class each had to go on this tiresome search and purchase quest, spending hours that they would have paid to avoid. Why doesn’t the school buy these items, of the correct type and in bulk, and then distribute them on the first day of class?

The diligent school-shopper wrote in an email: “Sure, this would cost money. But they could send me a bill! Or raise my taxes by whatever amount that offsets the cost. It would surely be socially efficient to allow a procurement specialist to take care of this, rather than outsourcing it to hundreds of families” in the whole school.

Look: the money cost is the same, either way: the parents are paying for the supplies. Either they pay directly, to the retail store, or they pay taxes which fund purchase of the supplies. (Actually, since having the school buy in bulk is cheaper, the tax cost would be less, but let’s ignore that, and call it even).

The explanation is obvious, and it illustrates why the use of bureaucracy as a means of provision of services is so inefficient, and frustrating: the burden of the costs is different for the government, and the citizens! Citizens pay both the money price (from their toil to earn cash), and the trouble (time waiting in line, driving around, filling out forms) of acquiring the needed permission or service. But the bureaucracy only counts the money cost, because they only care about their “budget.” That doesn’t make them bad people, but they are drawn that way, because all the incentives are to save on budgets.

In many areas of government, this has led to a doom loop: tax cuts reduce funding, funding reduces service, and lack of service imposes a very large “trouble tax” on citizens. Citizens would love to pay more taxes to avoid the trouble, but that option is not available because government is not a competitive system where a competitor can enter and offer better service for a lower total (toil plus trouble) cost.

In North Carolina, my home state, the “need to hire more workers” problem is particularly egregious at the Department of Motor Vehicles drivers’ license stations. The General Assembly is proud of its tax cuts, and the “savings” on the DMV budget. The Governor has responded by refusing to use what money is available to hire new inspectors and clerks. As a result, the average wait time for a driver’s license is four to six hours, if it is possible to get one at all.

Of course, it is illegal to drive, and impossible to fly, without a valid “Real ID” driver’s license, so citizens have no choice but to pay the trouble tax. This kind of government failure, driven by the fact that employees of the state focus on money, but care nothing for the time of citizens, is a product of bureaucracy and monopoly power. There is no reason to make the system more convenient or more efficient, because there is no profit incentive, no payoff to providing good service.

We are all forced, essentially at gunpoint, to line up and accept whatever “service” the state deigns to provide.

A partial update from an influencer to MM

....I began my first Intentions Campaign in August 2023 only. Up until then I just wasn't in the right frame of mind as I'd moved jobs, country and pretty much everything else a few times in the couple years previously. Very stressful. As you'd expect. No big deal. But once I settled by spring of 2023 finally, I put together a very carefully considered, quite detailed, but concise set of Affirmations regarding things that I'd thought about and dreamed about for myself for years. And got stuck in...(3 month on/4 off, as recommended, until summer of 2024, when I switched to a 1 on/6 weeks off and am continuing this until Lunar New Year, 2025 and end of the auspicious Dragon.

And wow, as I said, nothing much happened for the first nine months, apart from a few tell tails I inserted manifesting themselves hilariously and very quickly-- as well as a few minor false positive hits, but in the last 6 months or so, boom. 
EVERYTHING has turned upside down. Literally everything. And what was certain and comfortable is now anything but.

You did warn us, and I was prepared... but still, wow. And most reassuring of all is that I knew in advance that the upended aspects of my life had to change anyway (for example, not even being financially independent enough to give you a fucking year's subscription on your Patreon-- completely tied down on that score, as well as being pressurized into intimacies with people I absolutely do not even wanna be in the same room as, let alone intimate with-- I'm sure you know what I mean-- all this had to change) in order for what I've always wanted and needed to manifest. 

So no complaints on my part...

The rest of the message was personal and I am keeping it confidential.

But I had to comment on this period of time.

Here’s a redacted reply…

Oh yeah. It's a lot of chop for certain. And once you do a course correction on the template, you are gonna be in the ditches for a spell.

I can positively affirm to you that a sea of calm stabilization is in your future, so do not fret. You see, the more extreme the change, the more choppy, and lengthy the period in the weeds will be.

But you will, WILL get out of the weeds, and honestly it will feel especially tranquil. I don't know why this happens. Maybe it is that you notice the soft ride and smoothness once you get back on the road again, or maybe (and this is something that I believe) the "quality" of the "road" improves simply because of the harshness of the transition period. In any event, don't worry too much. Just endure and stop worrying about it.

Our bodies and mental / emotional states are unable to handle extreme lengthy periods of discord. We endure and adapt, but long duration events are transformative. And we eventually bust through that bubble, and then it's like a clear air on a sunny New England beach.

The Way We Live in the United States is Not Normal

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The meaning of this song blew my mind! Supertramp’s “Take The Long Way Home” ANALYSIS!

When Rights Become Privileges: Is The Constitution Becoming Optional?

Thursday, Dec 12, 2024 – 12:25 PM

Authored by John & Nisha Whitehead via The Rutherford Institute,

“Rights aren’t rights if someone can take them away. They’re privileges. That’s all we’ve ever had in this country is a ‘Bill of Temporary Privileges.’ And if you read the news, even badly, you know that the list gets shorter and shorter.”

- George Carlin

Disguising its power grabs in the self-righteous fervor of national security, the Deep State has mastered the art of the bait-and-switch.

It works like this: first, the government foments fear about some crisis or threat to national security, then they capitalize on it by seizing greater power and using those powers against the American people.

We’ve seen this play out over and over again.

The government used its so-called War on Terror to transform itself into a police state.

Then the police state used its War on COVID-19 to claim lockdown powers.

All indications are that the government’s promised War on Illegal Immigration will be yet another sleight of hand that allows the powers-that-be to engage in greater power grabs while weakening the Constitution.

Therein lies the danger of the government’s growing addiction to power.

Whatever dangerous practices you allow the government to carry out now—whether it’s in the name of national security or protecting America’s borders or making America healthy again—inevitably, these same practices can and will be used against you when the government decides to set its sights on you.

The slippery slope that starts with illegal immigration has all the makings of a thinly veiled plot to empower the government to become the arbiter of who is deserving of rights and who isn’t.

That quickly, we could find ourselves navigating a world in which the rights enshrined in the Constitution for all persons living in the United States are transformed into privileges enjoyed only by those whom the government chooses to recognize as legitimate.

By persuading the public that non-citizens, particularly illegal immigrants, do not enjoy the same inalienable rights as law-abiding citizens (a fact refuted by the Constitution and every credible legal scholar in the country), the Deep State is leading us down a road in which all rights are transitory.

This is how you establish a hierarchy of rights, contingent on whether you belong to a favored political class.

Be warned.

At such a time as the government is emboldened to flip that switch and appoint itself the ultimate authority on which protected class of individuals gets to enjoy the rights enshrined within the Constitution, the dividing line will not be between legal citizens and illegal immigrants.

It will not even be between Republicans and Democrats.

Rather, the purpose of that line of demarcation will be to distinguish the compliant, obedient, subservient vassal of the American police state (the so-called Loyalists) from everyone else.

We’re almost at that point now.

This is how tyranny rises and freedom falls.

Here are some of the inherent dangers in allowing the government to become the arbiter of who is deserving of rights:

It leads to the erosion of universal rights. The Bill of Rights was designed to protect the fundamental rights of all persons within the United States, regardless of their citizenship status, race, religion, or any other factor. When the government starts making distinctions about who is entitled to these rights, it undermines the universality that makes them so powerful. This creates a slippery slope where rights become privileges, subject to the whims of those in power.

It gives rise to authoritarianism. History is replete with examples of governments that consolidated power by first stripping away the rights of marginalized groups. Once the principle of universal rights is breached, it becomes easier to target other groups deemed “undesirable” or “unworthy.” This paves the way for authoritarianism, where the government dictates who enjoys freedom and who does not.

It creates a two-tiered society. A hierarchy of rights inevitably leads to a two-tiered society, where some individuals enjoy full protection under the law while others are relegated to second-class status. This fosters resentment, division, and social unrest. It also creates a vulnerable population that can be easily exploited and abused.

It undermines the rule of law. The rule of law is a fundamental principle of a just society. It means that everyone is subject to the same laws and that no one is above the law. When the government selectively applies the law based on arbitrary criteria, it undermines the rule of law and erodes trust in the legal system.

It chills free speech and dissent, i.e., the right to criticize the government. When people fear that their rights are contingent on their political views or social status, they are less likely to speak out against injustice or challenge the government. This chilling effect on dissent stifles free speech and creates a climate of fear and conformity.

It contributes to the loss of moral authority. A nation that claims to champion liberty and justice for all loses its moral authority when it denies those principles to certain groups within its borders. This undermines its standing in the world and diminishes its ability to promote human rights abroad.

Remember, the erosion of inalienable rights often starts subtly, with the government chipping away at the edges of those rights for specific groups.

The pattern is subtle at first, with government officials exploiting fear and prejudice in order to target groups that are already marginalized or perceived as “outsiders.” Incrementally, the net is cast wider and wider, so that by the time the injustice is widespread enough to inspire outrage in the greater populace, it’s too late to resist.

Historic examples abound of how the government has manufactured a blatantly unjust hierarchy of rights in order to diminish certain segments of society. These run the gamut from slavery and the persecution of Native Americans to the Japanese internment camps and segregation.

More recently, we’ve seen this tactic deployed in order to justify policies that run afoul of the Constitution, ranging from immigration policies and mass surveillance programs to SWAT team raids, voting rights, and the erosion of due process.

Clearly, Martin Niemöller’s warning about the widening net that ensnares us all, a warning issued in response to the threat posed by Nazi Germany’s fascist regime, still applies.

“First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a socialist. Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out— because I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.

This is how the slippery slope to all-out persecution starts.

It doesn’t help that growing numbers of American citizens barely know their rights. Consider that only 5% of the U.S. adults surveyed could correctly name all five rights in the First Amendment, 20% could not correctly name any, and less than one in 10 Americans know they have a right to petition the government.

Such civic illiteracy lays the groundwork for all manner of tyrannies to follow. After all, how can you defend your rights if you don’t know what those rights are?

Then again, civic illiteracy among government officials, who are entrusted with upholding and protecting the Constitution, doesn’t appear to be much better.

It was ten years ago on December 15, National Bill of Rights Day, that the U.S. Supreme Court in its 8-1 ruling in Heien v. State of North Carolina gave police in America one more ready excuse to routinely violate the laws of the land, this time under the guise of ignorance.

The Heien case, which started with an improper traffic stop based on a police officer’s ignorance of the law and ended with an unlawful search, seizure and arrest, was supposed to ensure that ignorance of the law did not become a ready excuse for government officials to routinely violate the law.

It failed to do so.

In failing to enforce the Constitution, the Court gave police the go-ahead to justify a laundry list of misconduct, from police shootings of unarmed citizens to SWAT team raids, roadside strip searches, and the tasering of vulnerable individuals with paltry excuses such as “they looked suspicious” and “she wouldn’t obey our orders.”

Ignorance of the law has become an all-too-convenient cover for all manner of abuses by government officials who should know better.

I’m not sure which is worse: government officials who know nothing about the laws they have sworn to uphold, support and defend, or a constitutionally illiterate citizenry so clueless about their rights that they don’t even know when those rights are being violated.

This much I do know, however: for anyone to advocate terminating or suspending the Constitution is tantamount to a declaration of war against the founding principles of our representative government and the rule of law.

If there is one point on which there should be no political parsing, no legal jockeying, and no disagreement, it is this.

Then again, as I make clear in my book Battlefield America: The War on the American People and in its fictional counterpart The Erik Blair Diaries, one could well make the case that the Constitution has already been terminated after years on life support, given the extent to which the safeguards enshrined in the Bill of Rights—adopted 233 years ago as a means of protecting the people against government overreach and abuse—have been steadily chipped away at, undermined, eroded, whittled down, and generally discarded with the support of Congress, the White House, and the courts.

History provides chilling examples of how quickly rights can vanish, even in a nation such as ours founded on the principles of freedom. As George Carlin astutely observed:

“If you think you do have rights, next time you’re at the computer, get on the internet, go to Wikipedia. When you get to Wikipedia, in the search field for Wikipedia, I want you to type in ‘Japanese Americans 1942’ and you’ll find out all about your precious … rights. In 1942, there were 110,000 Japanese American citizens in good standing, law-abiding people, who were thrown into internment camps simply because their parents were born in the wrong country. That’s all they did wrong. They had no right to a lawyer, no right to a fair trial, no right to a jury of their peers, no right to due process of any kind. The only right they had: ‘right this way’ into the internment camps. Just when these American citizens needed their rights the most, their government took them away. And rights aren’t rights if someone can take them away.”

Remember you were warned, folks.

At the point that rights become privileges, then the Constitution and the government’s adherence to the rule of law will become optional.

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Current developments in relation to the Taiwan issue

Vladimir Terehov, December 11, 2024

The development of the Taiwan issue, which remains one of the most serious challenges to global stability, has recently been marked by a number of notable events in the island’s foreign and domestic policy alike.

Taiwan in the foreign policy arena

The last months of 2024 have seen increased foreign policy activity by Taiwan’s president and government, in line with the general course of the Democratic Progressive Party, which has been in power without interruption since 2016. Moreover, out of almost the two hundred countries in the world today (the basis for which status is their membership of the UN), only 12 recognize Taiwan as an equal. Of these, the largest are Guatemala and Paraguay (with populations of approximately 20 and 10 million respectively). The others are mostly tiny states, three of which (the Marshall Islands, Tuvalu and Palau), located in the Pacific Ocean basin, were visited by Taiwanese President William Lai on December 1 during a week-long tour.

A global conflict between the nuclear superpowers of the US and PRC could erupt over Taiwan

As was to be expected the People’s Republic of China reacted negatively to this foreign policy initiative by the leadership of what it sees as the “rebellious province,” and particularly to the fact that the China Airlines airliner carrying William Lai also stopped off at Guam, an “unincorporated territory” of the United States and Hawaii, the 50th US state. It should be noted that this is by no means the first time that Taiwanese leaders have taken such provocative “liberties” in their dealings with Beijing. A year ago, William Lai, then Vice President, took the opportunity to “stop off in the USA” on his way to Paraguay, where he was invited as a guest of honor to attend the inauguration of that country’s new president.

“Quiet Diplomacy” by Tsai Ing-wen

Lai’s predecessor as president, Tsai Ing-wen, who left the post in May this year after serving two terms, has also continued to be active in the international arena. Despite no longer holding an official position, she has directly engaged in “quiet diplomacy” with countries which are friendly to the island (though without maintaining official relations with it), and with which, acting through trusted envoys, she cultivated good relationships during her tenure as president.

In October this year, she visited a number of European countries, one of the highlights of her tour being a meeting with a group of MEPs. It has been suggested that her visit contributed to the European Parliament’s subsequent adoption of a resolution on “The People’s Republic of China’s misinterpretation of UN General Assembly Resolution 2758 and its ongoing military threats around Taiwan.” Moreover, it should be noted that on November 29, a similar “Resolution” was unanimously approved by the British House of Commons, the fifth parliament to pass such a resolution.

But Tsai Ing-wen’s trip to Canada at the end of November was far from “quiet,” and was in fact quite loud in terms of the outspoken statements made. While there she attended the Halifax International Security Forum, where she was officially given the John McCain Prize, awarded to her back in 2021. The Global Times responded with an entirely predictable commentary (with an accompanying illustration).

As for the United States, the main source of foreign policy support for the current Taiwanese leadership, let us first of all focus on the outgoing Biden administration’s signing on November 29 of a $387 million dollar contract (the 18th during the Biden administration and the 6th in 2024 alone) for the supply of military equipment to Taiwan. In response, the Chinese Foreign Ministry, with reference to a number of fundamental bilateral documents in the field of the Taiwan issue, promised to adopt certain “countermeasures.”

Once again, we note the considerable wariness with which Taiwan met the remarks of the next US President Donald Trump (as well as his close associate Elon Musk) on a number of issues relating to the silicon chip industry. It seems that these remarks are behind the prediction made in late November by a Taipei-based market research firm that Arizona plants being built by Taiwan Semiconductor Manufacturing Co (TSMC), the world’s leading chipmaker, will make the US the world’s second-largest chipmaker as early as 2027.

Taiwan’s domestic political situation and its relations with the Mainland

It should be noted that the domestic situation faced by the current Taiwanese administration as it asserts itself in the foreign policy arena is significantly less comfortable than it was during Tsai Ing-wen’s two consecutive terms in power. This was a consequence of the results of the general elections held in January this year, in which the ruling Democratic Progressive Party retained the presidency while losing its majority in the unicameral parliament.

In reality, the DPP can be described as “ruling” only with certain qualifications, as the DPP government is facing difficulties in getting even such an extremely important document as the budget for the next fiscal year through the Parliament. The acuteness of the post-election internal political situation has been highlighted by new cases of hand-to-hand fighting in parliamentduring the discussion of a certain controversial issue. Such scuffles between the opposing factions have not been seen since William Lai’s inauguration as president in May of this year.

Taiwanese separatism is unacceptable to the Kuomintang

It is worth repeating that the leading opposition party, the Kuomintang, can, with certain reservations, be described as “anti-separatist” in nature. While it agrees with the leadership of the PRC (“Mainland China”) on its key position, namely the “One China” principle as enshrined, in particular, in the so-called 1992 Consensus, the Kuomintang has always steered clear of specific interpretations of both and, above all, of naming a schedule for the reunification of the island with the PRC. In addition, during that party’s tenure in power, US arms flowed into the island on a scale no smaller than today.

And yet Beijing takes a positive view of the Kuomintang’s refusal to claim the status of a de facto independent state for Taiwan, as this issue is fundamentally important for it. The DPP is increasingly, and openly, doing precisely that, and its position is, in practice, being met with understanding in Washington. Although the US also continues to officially declare its respect for the “One China” principle.

Like the Kuomintang, the DPP publicly insists on its desire to develop relations with Mainland China. But Taiwan nevertheless invariably insists on the necessity of observing the “equality of the parties,” and, what is more, in practice various obstacles are always raised when it comes to the issue of developing bilateral contacts.

When it comes to developing relations with the PRC, the activities of the former Taiwanese president Ma Ying-jeou, who headed a Kuomintang government between 2008 and 2016, are being encouraged by Beijing. Thus, with the assistance of the Ma Ying-jeou Foundation, a delegation of forty students and professors from seven universities in the PRC traveled to Taiwan in late November for a nine-day visit, and were warmly welcomed by a group of Taiwanese students at Taipei airport.

The current Taiwanese administration has little enthusiasm, to put it mildly, for this kind of activism by the former Taiwanese president and the Kuomintang. In particular, the next Taipei-Shanghai Sister Cities Forum in December this year, which this time will be held in Taiwan, is expected with a real sense of wariness. Already, we can hear statements along the lines of “We’ll see who our visitors from the Mainland are, and we’ll refuse admission to the human rights abusers.” The Taiwanese authorities are also not above intimidating Taiwanese citizens planning to travel to Mainland China by hinting at potential problems they may experience (“you may be arrested as separatists there”).

There are cases of prosecutions of activists from opposition parties, something that the government justifies by the Jesuitical reasoning that it is “protecting democracy from encroachment by potential autocrats.” Although the only thing that connects the party initiating such actions with democracy is its name.

As, indeed, is the case everywhere in the part of the modern world order that supports the current ruling regime in Taiwan.

Vladimir Terekhov, expert on the issues of the Asia-Pacific region

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Submitted into Contest #150 in response to: Write a story that either starts or ends with someone (or something) saying, “Please, don’t do it.” view prompt

Scott Skinner

This story contains themes or mentions of substance abuse.

James took the bathroom art off the wall and put it on the counter. I watched as he used its glass front to cut his cocaine into three short lines. The powder appeared to levitate above the typography print that read, “Please don’t do coke in the bathroom.”James snorted a line using a rolled-up twenty, slurped the drip from the back of his throat, and spit the wet into the sink. He did that every time he did coke. Snort. Slurp. Spit. I didn’t want to be there, but I couldn’t get out; James and Mandy Stuart pinned me to the back corner of the half bathroom when they rushed in, saying they wanted a bump before Entourage started. James snatched the artwork from the wall like it was routine. I wondered if Ryan told him to use it.My guess was Ryan yelled at James when he tried to do coke in the kitchen because the maids had just cleaned it. He probably told James to go to the bathroom and use the picture frame. Ryan liked to keep a clean house. He was fussy about his things, and he had many of them because he had rich parents. He liked to peacock. I’ve seen him wear white jeans bedazzled in rhinestones. He also got laser hair removal and matched his socks with his accessories. Somehow it all got him laid.Ryan attracted women like his ex, Mandy Stuart, who I gawked at like a genie’s magic lamp. If you gave me one wish back then, I would have chosen her. But we had nothing in common, I wanted to be a writer, and she made gossip videos on Youtube and was my best friend’s ex; it never could have happened, but she was so alluring you couldn’t help but dream.I watched her take James’s twenty and stick it up her nose as she lowered her face to the picture frame. She snorted up the coke, and I felt like I was in a movie because she was that beautiful, and because Ryan’s house was that nice, and because doing coke was what they did in Entourage.I’ll tell you, I’d done coke before then, but I didn’t do it like them, and I wasn’t going to do it that Sunday because I’d decided earlier that week that that Sunday would be when I would finally start writing. Sundays were perfect for me because I’d kick it with the boys and watch Entourage, and Entourage was a creative show, so I thought it would help spur my creativity. The plan seemed so perfect, but I could never share it with my friends. I didn’t tell anyone I wanted to be a writer.After Mandy Stuart gave James back the twenty, he shook his arms like a wiggling dog. Actually, he sort of looked like a dog. He was squat and had dog-like strength, and I’d seen him attack people outside bars and inside rings like a dog. My general opinion on dogs is that you cannot trust them if they’re not golden retrievers. This is where I tell you that James wasn’t a golden retriever.He tried to pass me the twenty.“I’m not doing it,” I said, worried about Mandy Stuart’s reaction, but she paid me little attention. Her reflection hypnotized her. She smiled and nodded at herself like she was practicing for an interview.James called me a bitch, “Why aren’t you doing this line?”“Because I don’t want to do it,” I said.“Bullshit,” He pinched the bridge of his nose, “Just tell me why you’re not doing the coke. You got a date or something?”I couldn’t tell him I was writing. It was worse than fear; telling someone about my dream of writing was a like a phobia.I told him a lie, “That’s right. I have a date.”He guffawed, “Who is she?”“You don’t know her,” I said.He laughed, and it offended me.Mandy Stuart opened the door to go back into the living room, “It’s starting!”James plunged the bill into his nose and did the final line of coke. Snort. Slurp. Spit. 

Then, before I knew it, James had a finger jabbing me in the stomach. You’d swear it was made out of steel. He prodded, “You’re not really going on a date, are you?”

I told him to stop, but the way I said it was too emotional, and he laughed at me. I know I called him a dog, but sometimes when he laughed, the way his jaw moved, he looked like a shark.

“You’re lucky it’s Entourage,” He said, swimming out of the bathroom.

I exited the bathroom to see two pistols, a gun sight, and a box of ammo on the ottoman and Mandy Stuart helping Ryan put on Louie Vuitton gun holsters. She tightened the cross straps, so they were snug across his shoulders.

“You look hot,” She said.

Ryan slapped his hairless stomach, “I could stand to lose a few.”

Then he noticed how his ex was looking at him and corrected, “But you think I look good? You like it?”

Mandy Stuart stuck her pretty finger – the same one she used to plug her nose – into her mouth and bit it while staring at Ryan. Boing. You’d think you were watching the beginning of a porno, but we were all supposed to be there to watch Entourage.

It was the episode where the guys are preparing for the Gatsby premiere. I sat down on Ryans’s expensive microfiber couch as far away from James as possible, but all I could pay attention to was whoever was holding the guns. I hated when Ryan took them out. There’d never been an accident, which only fueled my thoughts that there would be one soon.

As Mandy Stuart took pictures, Ryan modeled what the holster looked like with the guns tucked into their pockets. James was on the couch tossing the gun sight in the air like it was a paddle ball. He also kept tapping his foot. I guessed that Ryan had done coke earlier, and when I realized I was the only sober one in the room, I began observing the three of them like animals in a lab; this is what people do on drugs. We were supposed to be watching Entourage.

“Where’s Cory?” I asked all of them.

James rested the gun sight on his hand and squinted at me through it.

“He’s on the balcony, on the phone.”

I nodded. Cory was always on his phone, always doing something. He was the most reliable friend in the group. Ryan liked to play leader, but it was Cory who made sure we didn’t rip each other’s throats out when things got tense.

“Bro, let me see one of the guns,” James said to Ryan.

“Chill,” Ryan paused for effect, then snatched the pistol from its holster and spun it around his pointer finger. When he stopped it, the handle was facing James. I would have left, but leaving before the end of Entourage wasn’t an option. We met every Sunday, and we watched the episode in full. That was the rule.

To my right, James clacked on the gun sight. “Sam,” he said, ”just tell me what you’re doing tonight.”

I needed Cory.

“Nothing,” I said, “Going on a date.”

“Sammy’s going on a date?” Ryan said from the rocking chair, which sat in the middle of the living room. Mandy Stuart was on his lap. They’d broken up about a month ago.

I turned my head to the TV, “Let’s just watch the show, alright?”

“That’s what he says, but I don’t believe him,” said James, “Sam, tell me who you’re seeing tonight.”

“No,” I said, ignoring him.

He jabbed me in my side with the gun’s barrel.

“Dude, stop,” I said, whipping my head around and moving away from him.

James raised the gun at me and squinted through the scope, “Tell me!”

I yelled, “Stop!”

Ryan’s staccato laughter matched the creaking of the rocking chair. James burst out laughing too. I was furious and stormed out of the living room.

“Calm down, bitch” James said, “It’s not loaded.”

“Fuck you, dude,” I fired back, “I don’t want a gun pointed at me.”

By this point, the mood in the living room had soured, and Mandy Stuart got off Ryan’s lap to grab her phone off the table. I was in the kitchen and heard Cory talking on the balcony outside. He sounded concerned, but I couldn’t make out any words.

“Everyone, chill out,” Ryan said, “I’ll put away the guns.” He rode the rocking chair like a dirt bike and flung himself off it to a standing position. When he landed, he held his hand out in front of him for James to give him the gun. Once he had it in his possession, he put it in his holster, so both of the guns were where they belonged. He was standing in the middle of the living room; Drama and Turtle were on the screen behind him. I had no idea what was going on, and then Ryan looked at Mandy Stuart and asked if she wanted to help him put his guns away.

“What about the show?” I asked him as he walked up to the main bedroom, with Mandy Stuart in tow.

“We’ll be right back.”

But I knew he wouldn’t.

You might be wondering why I didn’t just tell James that I wanted to write that night; why I didn’t just tell him the truth. You know it’s not that simple if you’ve ever been bullied. If James ever found out that I wanted to be a writer, he’d make such a thing out of it that writing would be ruined. I had to protect it.

“Come back to the living room,” James said, crossing his legs on the couch. Within seconds his ankles were moving like propellers; he couldn’t sit still. I worried he’d continue to fuck with me, but you have to walk a fine line with your bully. If you shy too much away from them, it will make it worse; you have to be around them but not let them too close.

That Entourage episode was the first time I saw Gal Gadot on TV; no one knew who she was back then. She started on Entourage, and now she’s Wonder Woman. Incredible. I went back into the living room, sat on the chaise lounge across from James, and hoped he’d let it drop. We watched the TV for less than two minutes before he started back up.

James, seated, tilted from side to side, his feet on the ground, “You know Mandy Stuart’s freaked out by you?”

“What are you talking about?”

“She says you don’t have a thing.”

“A thing?” I asked.

“Yea, like she’s a Youtuber, Ryan’s rich, I’m a fighter, but you don’t have a thing.”

His words drilled a hole through my stomach, but I still couldn’t tell him the truth; he would ask too many questions and see that I hadn’t put in the work. I pictured my closed laptop, in its case, under a pile of unread books. If I was a writer, I was also a fisherman and a skier; I’d done them all the same amount that year. Was it once or twice?

I looked down at my feet and heard a trickle of moans above me.

Ugh. Uggggggggggggh. Uggggggggh. Ryan and Mandy Stuart were having sex upstairs.

As the ceiling thudded, I noticed James stand up. With two steps, he was at my side, and before I knew it, I was under attack; he bashed his knee into the side of my leg. The pain was so severe I dropped from the couch to the floor.

James stood over me. He told me to hit him.

“Fuck off,” I said, “What the hell are you doing?”

“I’m trying to help you. You’re being a bitch.”

On TV, I saw Jamie-Lynn Sigler and Turtle on Rodeo Dr. Is this the scene where I get my ass beat?

The balcony door shut, and Cory walked in, rubbing his hands together. He was the only one of us who looked like he could ever be on TV. He dressed like he belonged in Entourage. He had a unique character, too; he gave everyone the benefit of the doubt. Even when he saw James in a fighting stance and me on my knees, he asked in good faith, “What did I miss?” He grinned at us like he was in on a joke, “And I’m not talking about what’s happening upstairs because I know they’re fucking.”

“James just hit me,” I said.

James rubbed his eyes, “He’s being a bitch, Cory.”

“Jamie, baby, you can’t act like this,” Cory said, clasping his hands in front of him, “Sammieboy’s our friend.”

Cory helped me onto the couch.

“You want to do some coke?” James asked Cory.

“Would that make you happy?” Cory nodded at James and I, “Would doing coke make this situation better?”

“Sam’s not doing coke; he’s leaving soon,” James crossed his arms, “He’s got a date.”

“I missed the show,” Cory said, motioning to the credits rolling on the TV before looking back at me,“So, Sammie’s got a date. Right on.“

Cory squatted a little to get to James’s eye level, “We should be happy for our friends, right?”

Somehow him treating us like children had defused the situation. James stumbled to the bathroom, and Cory extended his hand to say goodbye, “What are you doing tonight, Sam?”

“Nothing, I just want to go home,” I said, shaking his hand.

“I love that about you, Sam; you do whatever you want.”

When I got home, I had to charge my computer before it would turn on, and when I was faced with the white of the blank page, I couldn’t write, and I didn’t try. I blamed it on James, but I probably would have found another excuse if it weren’t him. Maybe I didn’t have a thing. Dammit; I slammed the laptop shut.

Ryan, Cory, James, and I watched Entourage together every Sunday for two more seasons after that night, and James and I never talked about that night. We were quasi-friends until a few years ago when he died from Fentanyl. His failed MMA career left him a destitute addict. You know how it is – it can happen to anyone. Mandy Stuart has twenty-three million followers on Instagram, and Ryan bought a mansion in Texas and told me he gets a trust fund of two-hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year. Cory started working as an executive assistant for Stewart Butterfield the year before he founded Slack, and now he’s a successful investor in tech. We rarely all get together these days, but when we do, Entourage is never mentioned, and I don’t bring up my writing; you don’t talk about bad TV.

Beef with Olives and Almonds (Picadillo)

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Yield: 4 servings

Ingredients

  • 1 pound ground beef
  • 1 medium onion, chopped
  • 1 clove garlic, chopped
  • 2 medium tomatoes, chopped
  • 1 medium green bell pepper, chopped
  • 1/4 cup raisins
  • 1 1/2 teaspoons salt
  • 1/8 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 1/8 teaspoon ground cloves
  • 1/4 cup slivered almonds
  • 1/4 cup pimento-stuffed olives
  • Hot cooked rice

Instructions

  1. Cook and stir beef, onion and garlic in 10-inch skillet until beef is light brown; drain.
  2. Add tomatoes, green pepper, raisins, salt, cinnamon and cloves. Cover and simmer for 10 minutes.
  3. Cook and stir almonds over medium heat until golden, 2 to 3 minutes.
  4. Stir almonds and olives into beef mixture.
  5. Serve with rice.

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Jambo99

You know, it’s interesting watching the Trump Derangement Syndrome amping up yet again for his second term. Pretty much the same arguments against as with his first, although the geopolitical and national contexts have changed certainly. I’m just a neutral observer with less than zero interest in American politics, but one has to admit that Trump is a larger-than-life phenomena. If you’re interested in global affairs, you can’t but take notice. Both Arl and the Domain Commander did remind us that after periods of relative calm, there are “built in” cycles of periodic destruction concerning the baseline templates of the Reality Universe– what we all agree on as up or down, big or small, Australia or Norway, for example. And it seems to me that we’re in one of those cycles once more, yet this time, there have been adjustments towards other more positive outcomes. Again, as both Metallicman and the DC have been saying.
I feel certain Trump is a part of the adjustments. Just a strong sense I’m getting from somewhere.
As for the Derangement– Macron thinking he can deter the Russian Army, for example, 🤣, my pagan friends tell me that the worst thing you can do if you really hate or fear somebody is to focus your thoughts and attention on them– and that goes a thousand fold for a political figure like Trump or Putin, or even that fucking deranged little mutt Yoon the American Pie in SKorea. Because what that does is feed their charismatic energy, and it matters not a jot whether it’s positive or negative energy being directed towards them. It’s just energy. And the occult forces who’re often responsible for manipulating these people into power in the first place are masters of energy manipulation. It’s like a fat girl in a cake shop– they’re in heaven with it. So you can imagine the amount of pure energy being directed at Trump/Putin these days, and how it adds to their charismatic effect, rather than takes away from it. Powerful stuff.
I allow myself 30 minutes a day to scan my trusty news sources, and that’s it. You’d be surprised how much of an effect it has in terms of positive mental space. Even though that’s something Metallicman has mentioned repeatedly, I know. That Black Mirror is a seriously dangerous tool– if you allow the peripherals (“news”, geopolitical events… whatever) into your mental “liminal space” then you’re gonna have to deal with it… worry about it, if that’s your psychological groove.
Better to focus on your personal development and Intentions Campaigns; they might not always be as engaging as yet another Scott Ritter rant or British delusion of past glory, but in the long run, what does it matter what any of those people think? And it’s certainly not gonna affect my life– let alone that of my cats’.

mtness

Energy flows where attention goes.

And nothing in life is free,
You have got to pay – Attention.

Concerning he black mirror:
That is why I prefer Matte displays –
And that is too, why they are so hard to get.

Do you know of a mobile _without_
The mirroring surface ?!

Best regards and remember, be the Rufus!

Ohio Guy

“Chinese Kung Fu Cats” is Badass! Thanks for slippin that into todays installment.

Greg

how about a socio sexual hierarchy for the females?

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