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I am definitely not in a forgiving mood. Thanks again. I think I know what to try now.

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@laoban4site

You suggested to not forgive. Is it only to not keep the door open for further communication. I’m like annoyingly (I annoy myself) forgiving. This one tripped me.

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@goldleaf

Here is my take on it - for what it’s worth.

I understand your question, however,

I would ask myself, first, this question:

If everything connected by quanta, do I, as a human being, really want to mess around with it? Because MY understanding may be flawed because I am very new to Quantum physics. And cutting quanta and shit, may be left to the experts.

Because me, personally, the human typing this-has no CLUE what quanta connections go where.

I would think I would liken it to me being a child holding a fork near an electrical outlet. Mom would need to take the fork.

But that’s just me.

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Quote from Alice on October 4, 2021, 10:14 am

@laoban4site

You suggested to not forgive. Is it only to not keep the door open for further communication. I’m like annoyingly (I annoy myself) forgiving. This one tripped me.

Well you could be autistic like and break it down into little cats.

When you forgive: (1) you do it for the other party;

(2) you do for yourself ;

(3) you do it for some third party;

(4) religious indoctrination etc etc.

When you don't forgive, the reasons may be more complex. The Anna Karenina adage comes out I think.

All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.”

― Leo Tolstoy , Anna Karenina

It's a cut and paste, so you have to excuse the XXL size above. What I mean is sometimes when you choose NOT to forgive, you can't pigeonhole the decision. Or you can attribute that to an application of the Laws of Attraction.

 

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Ciao! Gip me your ideas

In my scenario I believe MM's advice was dead on and he interpreted my request accurately even if I didn't think of it in terms of stickiness. It was a case of a person I thought was a great friend who really wasn't. I'm sure we've been there before to a greater or lesser degree. There was a lot of trust betrayed and it is beyond repairing. So no forgiveness from me. I'm working on all 5 of MM's points in tandem. #3 has been big. Huge huge personal learnings on more levels than expected. I got the message this time universe! Unfortunately I think I needed this experience for the learnings for this cycle. It's also given me a way to help someone else completely unrelated which is such an obvious solution in hindsight. More importantly I do NOT need a repeat this cycle and do NOT want to encounter this person again if I get memory wiped and recycled. Reducing stickiness is important.

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@goldleaf...

I am going to tell you something that is real personal - so I kept to myself because  it has to to with a relationship in my life that had to be severed, one way or the other - yesterday.

It was someone I have known for years, we had the “if the SHTF at least we know eachother” relationship. But one party was VERY clingy. She wanted a family and really was up my ass. It was uncomfortable for me and my wife because she wanted to get so close - but I don’t trust anyone. And it was forcing ugliness on my end.

As it turns out the other party turned out to be an FBI informant investigating a local gun club.

That’s why I don’t trust anyone AND why the relationship HAD to be severed. I am not doing ANYTHING illegal. I see the FBI as people who see me as something they don’t like. I don’t like the police. Period.

Funny - this couple always, ALWAYS would choose the rat (snitch) table at restaurants. Always. What’s the rat table? It’s the tables in the middle of the room. Where everyone can frigging hear you. It’s where  rats snitch out their prey. I hate rats too. But always the rat table.

Anyway the relationship was FINALLY terminated on their terms and I am free to do what I need to do!

But yeah, yesterday morning my time. I’m telling you, kiddo, we GOTTA fly together!

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@pissedlizard Wow! That timing is.... yeah no coincidences right?? PL man, I can't wait to get some of my memories back.

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Quote from Goldleaf on September 21, 2021, 11:07 pm

Throughout my life I've always had vivid dreams. Not lucid dreaming that I'm aware of, as I almost never had control, but lots of vivid imagery that is memorable and sticks with me. The frequency comes and goes, but I've always had them. I had been going through a short lull this summer. The lull ended two nights ago.

I think the dreams mentioned in the first Q&A have might have started for me. But I'm not 100% sure. Two nights ago it was kind of medical based though with a deliberate mention of a future date as part of the dream. Last night it was first about a school that was inspired by a movie from years back, I woke up to use the restroom, and then a work dream that had some impossible aspects, primarily a dog that could feather fall 🙂 I decided to start keeping track in a journal to see if they are "just dreams" or if they end up being more.

@ daegonmagus - Have you ever had dream travel that were not lucid dreams, you had no control, but were truly visiting other places anyway? Is that even a thing? Asking you as our resident expert 😀

@goldleaf: A close relative of mine who performs astral travel has travelled all over the world to actual places (mostly known locations e.g. Eiffel Tower in Paris). Quite amazing.

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I discovered this site late 2019 - early 2020. I don’t remember exactly. I was looking for Isaac (CARET) information on Wayback Machine and thankfully I arrived here. I don’t know how. There was no forum, no podcasts (but the first MM interview video was available shortly after), no multilingual options, no PDFs. It was just a blog.

I was hooked…

…and the changes started since day 1. In my case, something was going on since the very beginning.

 

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@perolator i found this site because of the Isaac CARET post as well....weird

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