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I'm new to the forum and blog I posted my first comment here as CSmith 7 days ago on September 22. (I'll be posting comments as LuxLightly from here on forward.) https://tinyurl.com/etss9jnv

The same night I posted my very first comment, I was sleeping soundly, but started to lucidly dream while I was moving about. I had a feeling that whole night that something from this site was hovering over me and moving above me in the room while I was sleeping. When I would shift in my sleep, I would sense "metallicman.com". Not "metallicman.com" as a person per se, but as a being sorts that was taking me in and taking note of me - almost like a registration or an observation of me.

The presence was very strong. It wasn't hostile, but I felt it throughout the entire night when I shifted during sleep. It was constantly there and I was very aware of it while in a lucid state and moving from sleeping on my side to sleeping onto my stomach.

The best thing that I can describe it as is the "conscious information" on this blog...is it possible to attract something simply by reading articles on this blog??

I came to this blog a few months ago and had to put it aside because it was too much information. I needed to sit on it awhile as I didn't quite know if it was legit or another rabbit hole to not waste bandwidth on. I gave this site another go 7 nights ago. I had been devouring information about the new template being set and didn't quite know what it meant. But then I stumbled across the affirmation campaigns and it suddenly clicked with me about how thoughts create your reality. It suddenly all came together for me!

I had always "known" this from a superficial POV. I had read many quotes around it, as well as around quantum physics. But the way MM explained it in depth, as well as much personal internal work I've been focusing on with regards to spiritual development having STO as a core guide...well, it all totally made sense and I had an aha! moment.

I was very excited in a meaningful and profound way and I knew that I would follow MM's instructions to level up. I've manifested very quickly previously and had "forgotten" about it when I wasn't spiritually focused.

I just want to say thank you, MM, for the work that you do here. You've been able to tie together many loose threads I've picked up on but have been unable to connect over the years.

May you - and all else who is taking the time to read this - be blessed!

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That's great to hear. Thank you for that.

I urge everyone to go to the Indexes first, then go down the list top to bottom to get perspective.

Everything builds upon the prior works.

No wonder you might have been confused early on. But then when you see how it all fits together it will all make sense.

If you haven't done so yet, please start checking out the Rufus Index. I think that it will really benefit you.

Again, welcome. I hope to see your comments in the Art Indexes, the food indexes, and the Story indexes. Welcome.

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I just found another couple of  "lucid SEALS", one of which has demonstrated he knows about lucid dreaming to a similar point that I do :)....oh this is getting interesting. I think we have a real chance to develop a workable framework here. Have directed him this way

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Daegon Magus
Quote from congjing yu on September 19,

Can I respectfully suggest that everyone put their experiences here, but ALWAYS preference it with "things are happening" after I did XXXXXX, and this is what the craziness appears to be like. It will go a long way to help everyone understand things better.

There was this weird vibration thing going on. It felt like when you have a guitar amplifier turned on but the jack not connected to the guitar. If you try and plug it in, miss and hit the metal part of the connector on the guitar, this is what it felt like. it was this very low and loud vibration sound that permeated through me.  l

 

I'm telling this for a friend. He has a very good reason to not appear online, even under an assumed name. I hope you don't object.

This has happened once in a lucid dream, before that it was a very vivid memory. Memory of what, he doesn't know or understand.

In it he is positioned face down. Not in a bed, but some sort of a rig. He is paralyzed, but fully conscious. Then he feels like an electric current is being run through his head. The pain is unbearable. He hears a loud buzzing sound, like a sawtooth wave, making his teeth rattle. This goes on for a long time, until he blacks out.

 

For me this sounds like residual memory of a memory/mind wipe.

Any ideas or suggestions??

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Nullius addictus iurare in verba magistri

@J C Soulwood sounds definitely like something is up. Does he get sleep paralysis often?

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Daegon Magus

@luxlightly could be that you are absorbing it into your sub consciousness. My experiences suggest that the more you become "aware" the more you become visited by things that "monitor" you. Feeling like "something" is in the room with you is a common occurence in lucid dreaming. I used to get this overwhleming feeling that people were going to come into my room and get me. If you can learn to relax through it all, this is where the fun really starts

 

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Daegon Magus

My wife just saw a ship of some sort. We have a van parked about 10m away from the house. She said she went to wash her hands in the laundry sink and saw this thing directly behind the van (thisis where my doppelganger's voice was heard by her and my daughter when i was out). It was a little bigger than the van but shorter than it and as she looked at it a distinct pattern of "honeycombed" shaped mirrors appeared around it before it went invisible. She said it looked like a tarnished copper sort of colour.
This isn't the first time either; a few weeks ago she had a sort of lucid dream she was abducted by short haired Nordics and was working with them in a lab on board a ship. One of them said that they had known each other and worked with each other for a very long time, but she couldn't remember any of that. The next day she caught a quick glimpse of a ship hovering above our house.
The funny thing is 2 nights ago I had a {standard} dream I was standing outside right next to the van, about a metre away from where she saw this latest one. I saw what appeared to be the silhouette of 5 fighter jets in a cross formation break through the treeline and hover over me. As it got closer I realised it was a single ship and was "here for me". I was semi lucid and just sort of thought to myself really casually "oh these fuckers are back", like it was of no concern to me, then i woke up. I think this is pretty interesting considering recent events. I am pretty sure these guys are messing with us with ELFs - or someone is -  as she has a myriad of undiagnosable conditions so if the Domain want to dispatch a destroyer out this way to get rid of them and improve her health and my sanity I am happy to give them a location. 🙂

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Daegon Magus
Quote from daegonmagus on October 3, 2021, 7:04 am

@J C Soulwood sounds definitely like something is up. Does he get sleep paralysis often?

Not that he remembers. That is part of the problem. Has severe amnesia from possible encephalitis about 8 years ago. After last summer all sorts of weird memories have started to pop up, but this is the strongest one. And getting stronger.

 

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Nullius addictus iurare in verba magistri

I'm not really sure where to post this so trying here.

If you run into a bad character, is it possible to shed or get rid of that quanta? Or are you stuck and just hope for minimal impact?

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congjing yupissedlizardAlice

Life will cause all sorts of people to enter your life. Some will be good. Some will be bad.

Some will be really good and some will be really BAD.

You are a vacuum. You vacuum up everything that you encounter, and there's a stickiness that you need to reduce. The bad folk tend to be the most "sticky".

You need to [1] turn OFF your emotional connections to them. [2] Write off the losses and the bad experiences, and forget about them. [3] Do not forgive; you must learn from the event, and never let it return to you. [4] Add some affirmations to prevent that kind of event, and bad player contacts in the future. And finally [5] try to minimize the impact.

 

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