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Floating through space
Can someone help me understand this experience. Long ago I meditated upon "the one Who sees" through me. I was able to distingush that part from myself because this observer did not feel anything, never lost focus, as I would both feel and get tired and loose focus. As I was able to single out this entity somhow being a part of my mind and direct my focus on this "entity" it would try to escape my scrutiny. As I kept fighting with it and continued to pin it down it was as if when I finally nailed it, I was slung through it and was floating through the universe and my whole ego fell apart. I understood that none of this life experience is real. All I could see was stars. I went back into my body and it took me days to get over the experience.
@nightsky interesting meditation. Reminds of things Jim Carrey have said on the observer. It is a reason I suggest the meditation of the stillness of the mind when tryign to LD, as I am sure there are others that observe through us and influence us when we are not expecting it. Sorry I cannot offer anything more than that
I can not scrutinize those voices for I'm not sure who they are. Domain or Old Empire. I do know they are very powerful indeed. We are very small to them but useful if we can prove worthy through control of thoughts and kindness. It takes an overall attitude adjustment to even be considered by them. This I have experienced recently.
Maybe in order for the whole universe to compile every entrypoint/consciousness has to be monitored. "The observer" seems real, and very difficult to single out, because you don't feel that it is there. It might be identified by the lack of engagement, emotion and intensity in observing. Coming back from "space" after leaving through the "back-end" of the mind through "the observer". I felt that what I had seen was more real than my "ordinary reality". I felt that my entire personality and ego eroded until there was nothing left that identified me, I was just "I am". It's not pleasant to see your life as an illusion. I've never felt so lost. Luckily it passed. I'm a bit perplexed that people generally get very upset and angry over the suggestion that we don't really exist. It's like there is some truth to it.