When a weekly tray of cinnamon buns grows old

My adopted mother was an alcoholic, when I was a child, she would buy the expensive smirnoff vodka. anytime, we would go to the store. I never understood why she needed so much alcohol. She relied heavily on alcohol. I would go to meetings with her, when I was eleven years old. (Alcoholics Anonymous)

Anyway my mom relapsed a few times. She would have me pour her drinks when she was passed out on the couch. I did what I was asked, regardless if it didn’t feel right. I didn’t realize until she was no longer around, that her behavior wasn’t normal. No child, should be pouring their mom alcohol and serving her like a bartender. she would have a seizure from the alcohol. Anyway she later died of alcoholism.

The hospital in Washington state said she died of Covid in the lungs and heart staph infection. I knew it definitely had to do with alcoholism. The doctors in the past tried warning her, how shot her liver was from the twelve shots of Vodka she would do.

Looking back my childhood wasn’t normal and difficult, as an adult I use it as an lesson to not put my body what she went through and also to make sure my children do not grow up with what I had to endure.

the last of us (2023) – frank walks into bill’s life and nothing’s the same

Many years ago, I found myself pregnant by a man who lied to me and pretty much ghosted me once I found out I was pregnant.

This was in the day that once you looked pregnant, even if you were married, they might find a reason to fire you from your job. I ended up thru out most of that pregnancy living on any one’s couch who would put me up for a day or two

Once my daughter was born I ended up going back to my mom and step father’s house. The stepfather who had sexually abused me for years. I applied and got food stamps and a very small amount of cash. I decided my best option was to go back to school, get the quickest degree I could, and try to feed us both on the small amount of food stamps they were allowing me.

I put up with the worry that my stepfather would touch my little baby girl inappropriately. I put up with the worry that my absolute beater of a car would die on my way to class or my clinicals. I put up with wearing nursing uniforms from the goodwill and nursing shoes that wouldn’t even take a polish anymore. In the days where we were judged on such things. I put up with not being able to buy my baby a new toy or something to wear. Everything I bought was used or handed down from someone else. I put up with the alcoholic rages of my mom and step dad, somehow always the night before I had a big important test to take.

But I graduated and immediately got a job and stopped taking any help. But I spent the next 40 years working in a job that paid so much more than anything I could have gotten had I not gone back to school. Which meant I paid more taxes into the system that had helped me.

So because I was able to get that help for the 2.5 years of school, I raised myself and my daughter out of poverty, paid more taxes and helped many people when they were sick and needed medical care.

Now tell me why I wouldn’t want someone else to get that hand up to better themselves.

breaking bad (2011) – walt refuses to explain himself after hank questions his injuries

Because the top general is still trying to win the previous war?

Unfortunate example: the French general Gamelin, chef d’État-Major général then chef d’État-Major de la Défense Nationale, the highest military authority with full powers.

Gamelin had made it to general during World War I. He was considered a brilliant strategist then. He was also good at buttering up the right politicians, so PM Daladier basically gave him carte blanche to prepare France’s defense against Hitler.

Unfortunately, prepare he did. In his view, the tanks were only useful for blasting enemy fortifications in support of infantry offensives. That’s the way the war was won in 1917–18, wasn’t it?
The newfangled theories about ”maneuvering warfare” from the likes of that German Heinz Guderian and that own pesky colonel Charles de Gaulle made no sense to him, and he blocked them.
Persistently, thoroughly, pettily. For example by withholding fuel from them. No more than 3 hours of fuel for armored units. Ha! No unauthorized maneuvering within my command…

So, when the balloon went up, the French armored units could fight —defensively— for a few hours only, then ran dry, and had to destroy their own tanks to avoid capture.

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In spite of this, that pesky colonel de Gaulle managed to launch a counter-attack with his nascent 4e Division Cuirassée against Guderian’s 1st Panzerdivision, and inflicted losses and delays at Montcornet. Then again performed well at Abbeville. But it was too little, too late.

Back to the original question: the dumbest reason for not using tanks usefully was the obstinacy of Gamelin and his staff to replay the previous war.

the last of us (2023) – bill builds the ultimate apocalypse setup

My platoon commander in the Bosnian War. Our unit was a so-called “intervention platoon” and that meant we were often called to places on the frontline where nobody else wanted to go voluntarily.

Once, I was drinking coffee with him near the frontline when a sniper started shooting at us. This guy didn’t flinch. Only after a bullet hit his coffee cup did he stand up to go to the kitchen – to pour himself another one.

When the enemy attacked us he would smile and when a high-ranking officer told him that we would be sent on a very dangerous mission he reacted as if his wife had just told him to bring the trash out.

The reason why I remember this guy (and many others like him), and why he is special to me, is that I never wanted to become like him. The guy was an asshole: nobody liked him and we avoided him as well as we could. He never showed any emotion and when you talked to him it was like having a conversation with a wall. Mental strength is a good thing to have, especially in wartime, but being insensitive and not caring seems to be a negative side effect that often comes with resilience to stress.

There is a very thin line between being mentally strong and not caring anymore, and in the case of my platoon commander, this line had been crossed a long time ago.

I met another “mentally strong” guy when I attended the German commando course. During this course the participants are subjected to enormous psychological pressure: lack of sleep, a “hunger week” where you only get to eat one combat ration, a lot of running and being shouted at, while all the time an instructor is breathing down your neck. Additionally, you were given grades for every task, and if your grades weren’t good enough you risked being sent home.

A soldier is a human being after all.

This guy was a First Lieutenant from a logistics battalion and that was unusual. Normally, only combat troops were admitted to this training, but somehow he had managed to get there. When the rest of us were worrying about how to get through the next task this guy just smiled and said: “always stay flexible!” That was his motto and I’ll never forget it. You could see the stress in our eyes, but he always looked as relaxed as he was on the first day when he came through the gates of the barracks.

The worst thing was that he wasn’t even an infantry soldier! A freaking logistics soldier showing us paratroopers and special forces what it meant to be cool!

One morning this guy wasn’t there anymore. They had sent him home because his grades weren’t good enough. This is another problem with too much mental strength: sometimes less is more and the coolest guys fail while the ones who worry all the time make it. You can be too cool for your own good.

Anyway, I never understood the hype that some people create around this “mental strength” issue. In wartime you need to be levelheaded of course, but only to a certain degree. Sometimes it’s good to lose it a little bit, at least it shows that you are human. What’s the point of surviving a war if you’ve become an insensitive asshole?

Of course, mental strength gurus tell us that mental strength doesn’t mean suppressing our emotions, but “to be better aware of them.” The problem is that the people I met on the frontline simply didn’t have any human emotions anymore that they could either be aware of or suppress.

Better to hang out with some “softer” people than with a bunch of “mentally strong” jerks.

In space, there is no down, a rocket’s fuel just floats – A big, useless blob. How do you get that fuel into the engine intake? It will not flow.

A NASA man, Steve Papell had to solve this. This was 1963 – He needed a way to pull the fuel.

His idea was good. Make the fuel magnetic.

He ground up magnetite, fine dust. He mixed it into a liquid with a coating. The particles were tiny, they stayed suspended – The liquid was now a magnetic thing.

He could put a magnet by the fuel line and the liquid would go where it was told. The engine would fire.

He patented it in 1965 and called it ferrofluid. Good solution to a near zero gravity problem.

Yes.

That is how you get rid of opium. Just a bunch of guys with sticks. They descend into the fields a knock the stocks down, and the extract that makes opium is impossible to harvest. Teams of men show up, who require no more than five minutes of training, and a few dozen guys can wipe out all the opium in a district in a matter of days. They can also go inside compounds and greenhouses and destroy poppies there as well. It’s simple and effective.

You can see the drop in production after the Taliban took over.

This isn’t just a moral issue for the Taliban (though millions of addicts in Afghanistan is very much a moral concern). The Taliban did not have a major state sponsor as the Mujahideen did when fighting the Soviets. They used opium to fund everything.

If you had groups like ISIS-K or the offspring of the Lion of Panjshir trying to fight you? Would you allow them to fiund an insurgency against you? That would be stupid. The Taliban are many things, but they are not particularly stupid.

Why did the US allow opium to flourish?

You’ll have to ask the generals. They don’t seem to keen on answering though.

Chicken Thighs with Honey Ginger Marinade

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Ingredients

  • 2 pounds boneless skinless chicken thighs
  • 1/2 cup olive oil
  • 1/2 cup honey
  • 4 large garlic cloves, minced
  • 2 tablespoons fresh grated ginger
  • 1 tablespoon soy sauce
  • 2 teaspoons Korean Red Pepper Flakes (Gochugaru) (optional)

Instructions

  1. Add chicken and all of the marinade ingredients into the zip bag or mixing bowl.
  2. Marinate for 3 to 4 hours.
  3. Heat oven to 400 degrees F.
  4. Place chicken in a 9 by 13 inch glass dish.
  5. Bake for 25 to 35 minutes.

Notes

This recipe can also be used for roasting or grilling chicken. It’s delicious any way you cook it.