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Type 1 Greys
Ok, I used the search engine Yandex and found this
If you are into this stuff, you can look into the writings of Katya Walker, where she looks at the "astonishing similarities" between the Iching and the genetic code.
Quote from keff on July 6, 2021, 11:37 amOn the topic of Greys, would like to ask if anyone has an experience like mine.
I was about 15 or 16, when I felt compelled to lock my bedroom door at night. I felt that I didn't want to wake up with someone staring at me. Where I got this sudden fear from, I don't know. Though now I have my suspicions.
Then some time later, at a bookshop, I saw the cover of Whitley Strieber's book Communion, the one with the creepy black eyes. I found this picture totally terrifying and it haunted me for decades. I even found that when I was watching television and the topic was ETs, and no doubt they would put a cartoon etc of a little green man on the screen, I would frantically search for the remote to change the channel, because the image would just freak me out.
Another thing that would scare me was Sasquatch. I don't regard myself as a scaredy cat. Ghosts, paranormal stuff don't scare me, actually I am quite fascinated by them. But these two things, the Grey and the Sasquatch, those two things scared the sh*t out of me.
It was only after twenty plus years that I discovered accounts of Greys taking people at puberty, and other accounts of Sasquatch somehow being linked with ETs. Anyways, I decided it was time to get over the fear and I desensitised myself to those images enough so that it doesn't affect me. But I must admit I don't relish the thought of meeting a Grey one dark night while alone.
I would appreciate anyone's insights into my experience.
Hey @keff, same experience over here. Not with Sasquatch, though. Only with (type-1) extraterrestrials. When I was a schoolboy, I read several books by Erich von Däniken (Chariots of the Gods, Return of the Gods, among others)… There was a book cover that exerted on myself the same effect you had with “Communion”: The Gold of the Gods. It was creepy as hell to me.
I knew this fear was irrational because I didn’t fear horror movies, and everything else considered fearful. In 2012 I was kidnapped and had an automatic gun pointed to my temple and I didn’t feel the slightest fear. I didn’t fear anything in my teens besides sleep paralysis (I managed to stop sleep paralysis events with practice - now I am trying to induce sleep paralysis events with varying degrees of success) than extraterrestrials of the type-1 kind.
I started to dream I walk with them, I stay with them and I mostly interact with them, always in respectful and peaceful terms - but I kept the fear, and this fear made me forget such dreams, only bits and pieces remained. This fear is hardwired to my brain, it is completely irrational and *I know* there is no reason to have it. I even went alone when I was 16 to the top of a mountain in the middle of the night where a lot of sightings were reported waiting for them to abduct me - no abductions were made and I had an “enlightening” experience. Maybe it was produced by the fear.
I have seen several UFO’s. When I saw the last one 25 years ago (it is exactly as described and pictured by William Milton Cooper in his book “Behold a Pale Horse”) The extremely beautiful craft was moving slowly from north to south in the sky - I was in a car with my brother-in-law who was driving westbound. I pointed to the sky and said “look… an UFO!” And immediately I thought “please come, I want to meet you guys” and just in that very moment, the craft accelerated engulfed in light and went out of sight. We both commented the sighting, so it was not an illusion. To overcome the fear, I saw multiple pictures and videos (including Alien Autopsy series)… The fear IS there. I know I will be useless to The Domain if I cannot manage it. I try to control it but is too difficult to manage. I continue having dreams with (type-1) beings and crafts and still to this day, the fear is there.
I think the “Old Empire” set this fear mechanism on selected inmates on purpose, the closer is an inmate to the truth, to remember some of its own identity and memory, they had engineered these fears as part of their snares and traps. Is another elaborate control mechanism.
I am actively fighting these fears and learning to control my thoughts. It is extremely difficult but not impossible.
Thanks for your account. It helps to know there are others with the same experience. You are a braver man than me! I do know from accounts that the beings can remove fear from us during an encounter. I still do not want to meet one of these beings alone because I know I will have an instinctive fear. In the future I might feel differently about it tho.
One thing I do know is that I am not drawn to them. While they are technologically more advanced than us, I might respect them, but I do not resonate with them. Perhaps I would feel a different way with another kind of being.
Actually, your account indeed helped me. It is more courageous what you did - to take the initiative and sharing your experiences.
I have lots of experiences. I avoid sharing because I think someone will take me to a mental hospital. When you shared your experience I felt strong enough to share.
As you said, they may remove fear from us during an encounter. This works for physical encounters, but unfortunately those are rare. Non-physical encounters are quite possible but our fears are more bound to ourselves in the non-physical realms.
I do resonate with them and any progress-oriented beings.
@memory-loss I found out about my Chef in two stages.
1 There was a Q&A with the Domain Commander and MM describing himself as being "cantankerous". I've never heard that word before but it made a picture of my Chef pop up. He's voluminous, can get veeerryy angry, has the vibe of authority and you can't fool him, cause he's seen it all before. Then the Commander commented on what Lost Battalion members would be like if you met them. The key points were -lonely- struggling-fighters.
2 After a messy day trying to wrap my head around the Q&A, my kids having a fight-all-day-day,spilling and dropping things, messing up my food creations, my husband and I sat down over Instant-Ramen and started talking. When it came to the Q&A I mentioned the "cantankerous" and the lost members. "What if I already met one of them?" So I went through people I've met. And yeah, my cantankerous Chef came up again, and I realised the points the Commande mentioned were all met. So I bursted out in tears because he would really deserve to be freed.
Then I wrote to MM.
And now I feel like I did my purpose. Like that's it.