Once you get older, you change. Change is a continuous process, indeed. But age permits one the benefit of reflection. For the person that I am now is not the boy that grew up in Western Pennsylvania. My interests are quite different, and I am quite sure that I would be shocked and surprised at what I have become, and how my life is today.
My life today is nothing like I expected it would be…
Introduction
There are so many elements of this that it is difficult for me to adequately quantify.
I look back at my High School days and view many of the actions and activities that I participated in as very trivial. Yet at the same time, I see them all as necessary learning avenues to teach me about society and social interaction. I now see the importance in the creation of special events, and school get-togethers. While my interests were generational in scope, they still manifest today. They are just in different forms and shapes.
I look at the politics of today, and view them in terms of sentience selection. I do not view them in the “black and white” terms of my boyhood. This goes double for the American media narrative.
As such, I see that I have aged and matured.
My thoughts are no longer so pristine and “black and white”. My experiences have forged me into the person that I am today. You cannot take a person who spent their entire life in the black-negro ghettos of Chicago and expect them to walk into a directors meeting of a fortune 500 company.
Nor can you take a person who has lived their life uneducated, as a poor Muslim in the Sudan, and expect them to write the latest code and create a spectacular software program from it.
Your actions and thoughts create your destiny.
As such, I am not going to get up and become an NFL star, a blonde female social activist, or a wild playboy like Hugh Heffner. It just isn’t going to happen. Today I am the sum total of all my thoughts that I had during my entire life. I have created this world that I now live within.
Life is not a lottery that you win through the selection of a random number. The life you live is a consequence of your thoughts and your actions. Which means…
Our Life is up to Us to Configure
My life today is not at all what I thought it would be. For I thought and envisioned the kind of life that I saw on television and read in the Men’s Magazines that I read growing up. Instead, it was something else.
It became what I thought about.
What did I think about? What did I dwell upon?
Well, all through my younger years, and well into university, I dreamed and strove to be a “Rocket-man”. I wanted to be a “Spaceman”; an Astronaut. I named my toys after space and future television shows. I had “Cosmos” who was a stuffed dog. I had a Naval Flight Helmet (old style) that I was given and wore everywhere. I wanted that life…
- I wanted to be with extraterrestrials.
- I wanted to be friends with them.
- I wanted to fly in the rocket-ships and visit their bases.
- I wanted to enter into airlocks.
- I wanted to be involved in great and important work that involved top secret equipment.
All of this happened, in one way or the other. Though none of it was how I pictured it to be.
There are readers that believe that they would behave differently than I have. Of course. We are all different. We all have different experiences and thoughts. I experienced my life because I had been working to it, and what I experienced was in direct proportion with my desire and goals. To this, I must say, to those who think that they would be different… Of course it would be different for you. You don’t have the same kinds of thoughts that I have.
What I experienced is a direct result of my thoughts.
These objectives also created downsides.
My Role was my Life
I joined MAJestic, but it was nothing like I thought it was. No, I did not strap myself into a rocket the size of the Empire States Building. No I did not go exploring the far off heavens. No, I was not rewarded with ticker-tape parades, buxom blonde beauty pageant winners, and given the key to the city. Nope. None of that happened.
Although, indeed, yes. I obtained what I wanted, deep down in my heart. It is just that it did not resemble anything like I thought it would. It was quite different.
- I did actually meet extraterrestrials.
- While not exactly “friends”, I was entangled intimately with some of them.
- Though I never flew in a “Rocket-ship”, I did utilize the same transport technique that they used to visit their bases and facilities.
- No, I never entered an “airlock”, however I did have many opportunities to egress from a Sally-Port.
- I was involved in important “Top Secret” work, that absolutely did involve advanced equipment.
Yet, somehow it wasn’t like I actually pictured it. It did not resemble anything that I thought it would be like.
What happened
Instead, my entire life was (somehow) scrambled and put into a different “artifice” (for lack of an appropriate word). From that “artifice” I was expected to live as a normal, average man. But I wasn’t. There was no way I was average. Not in what I had done to achieve my role, but also in what I had become.
I had be “normal”.
I had to live an average life, and while living it, my thoughts and impressions were transcribed to “others” to manipulate the MWI that I inhabited. Of course, it involved the MWI, and the very fabric of our reality.
In the end, all I can say is that had a role. I was a snow leopard who was told to wear fleece and mingle with the rest of the sheep. I was a something that had a role that no one could see. I was apparently quite important, but I and my actions and significance were completely invisible to mankind.
I lived a typical American life.
And…
It sucked. It really did.
I could not be special. I could NOT be special. By entering MAJestic I agreed to take on the role that was required of me. I had to participate in the kind of life that my fellow Americans were experiencing. I had to endure many layoffs and company restructurings, as my experiences HAD to be along the same line of the bulk of (American) humanity that I was representing.
So yes, I was the sad sack, the Charlie Brown boy who had to endure Lucy pulling away the football, over and over again. I was the boy who picked up the golf balls at a driving range, only that I had a big bulls-eye painted on my chest. I HAD to experience the changes in American society, so that the MWI could experience the corrective slides.
That’s bad enough. In fact, it really sucked. But, that’s not all there is to it.
I Was Retired from MAJestic
I also had to endure the retirement sequence, and all the horrible aspects of it. Yeah, after thirty years of being the designated MAJestic liaison for a group of interested “signifigants”, I was retired.
Retired. I didn’t even get a friggin’ “thank you”.
But you know, it was not MAJestic that processed me. They only retired me. What they did, of course was have someone else do the “heavy lifting”. They went and utilized the state governments to take care of “my matter”. They set the State Government to process me and put me into a monitoring program.
The Constitution’s guarantee of a fair trial is disappearing. “criminal defendants are being coerced to plead guilty,” cautions the nonpartisan National Association of Criminal Defense Lawyers. “There is no more heart wrenching task than explaining” to an innocent person that “they must seriously consider pleading guilty or risk the utter devastation of the remainder of their life.” -New York Post
You know, the state did not know my background. The state did not care. They just treated me like all the others in the state monitoring programs. I got no special treatment. Reports were drafted. Paperwork was filled out. Things were “rubber stamped”. I went through the entire procedure. It all looked so fair and proper…
MAJestic only cared that I be retired and put into a monitoring program “just in case”. I mean after all, “why take the chance”? Who knows what the (potentially dangerous) extraterrestrials might have “up their sleeve”?
It really sucked.
I am not going to pretty it all up. I was arrested, sentenced, promised a plea bargain, and then given a completely different sentence that we had agreed to. I was told by my attorney it was because “it was political“, whatever the heck that is supposed to mean.
So, I was retired by MAJestic.
Though as far as the rest of the country knew, MAJestic does not exist. There is no such things a extraterrestrials, and the American government does not have secrets, secret programs, or agents who participate in the programs. As far as the rest of the world is concerned, I was justly sentenced. I got my due. I was a terribly evil and bad man. I was a horrible person, one that needed to be isolated, secluded, avoided and made a pariah of.
I was a man who was “given his due”…
Now, there was a sort of freedom in being retired.
With the MAjestic set of probes disengaged, there was a kind of calmness and serenity that I hadn’t felt since I joined the program. Also, you adapt. It wasn’t a fun life, but then again, I felt like I was retired.
Of course only the MAJestic probes were retired. Not my extraterrestrial probes. They never shut off. They are always on. I am always connected to the MWI. Thus my situation that I find myself in today.
- Retired from MAJestic.
- Still part of the MWI, forever entangled with my “benefactors“.
Yet, in the end, it all worked out. What was promised to me materialized.
Yet, in the end, it all fell into place
Now, today as an older man, I see how everything fit into place. I no longer have to kiss up to others to achieve my goals. (This not only includes bosses at companies, but attractive women as well.)
This is wholly satisfactory to me.
This is whether or not I am trying to have a relationship or sex with another girl and need to alter my behaviors to attract her, or whether I need to fit some corporate model and image to obtain work elsewhere. Maybe it is from what I have learned through experience, or maybe it is because some of the baggage associated with MAJestic has been turned off. What ever…
I am my own man. I now do things on my own terms.
While it might not be popular to be a white male in America during the Obama Presidency, I no longer care. I am who I am, and I am not going to apologize for it. If you don’t like me, if you don’t like what I have done, if you don’t like what I wrote or how I wrote it, or if you are uncomfortable with my story… well that is fine.
I do not care.
I am a Man and I do not apologize for it
Real men know exactly what I am writing about. It doesn’t matter if the reader is a male from Los Angles, Miami, or Memphis. All real men know exactly what I mean within the pages of this manuscript. A man is a man who is a Man.
I gave up political correctness when I became a man.
Prissy pussies apologize and carefully speak so as not to offend anyone. Real men say what they mean. They stand by their words, and are NOT afraid to speak their minds. Otherwise they aren’t men at all.
Even though biologically they might have a penis, and wear male clothes, they are actually a woman or boy pretending to impersonate a man. Being a man is something that goes beyond dress. Being a man is an attitude.
Never forget that.
Men and women are both attracted to “manly” men. In fact, to the surprise of the American media, soft-feminine progressive liberal women are incredibly attracted to strong conservative men. Don’t believe me, go HERE, HERE and HERE.
“I don't know why I am attracted to Conservative/ politically incorrect men. I am a total social justice warrior and proud of that, buy I am attracted to the opposite of that. Is anyone else attracted to their political opposite? I have a fantasy of getting dominated by an extremely anti sjw white man. I guess I want to have sex with people I hate/ people who hate me. … I am too. I think it takes a lot of confidence to hold a political stance that is so unpopular in our current political environment. It has a "bad boy" element to it. That's totally something that appeals to me, for better or for worse.” -reddit
It has nothing to do with politics, appearance, social-economic influences, money, power or position. It is all about attitude.
Here is the mechanism. Pay attention, please.
Attitude is uniquely tied to ego. That should be obvious. With that well understood, note how thoughts and ego are interrelated. Ego is tied to thoughts, and thoughts create our reality.
A woman (or a man for that matter) who “hitches up” to a strong willful man with a strong attitude will see REALITY BEND and WORLD-LINES converge to meet the shared needs of their partnership.
That is why.
I know all of this, and because I see this and understand it, I control the world around me. I am in control. I do not need to alter my behavior to please or appease anyone.
Being a man does not mean to take on the 2016 stereotypical narrative promulgated by the American media. For that is a false narrative that has no basis in reality except to divide, ridicule and impugn. Rather, a man must maintain all his strengths with wisdom and concern for those around him.
Men are just as capable as women to nurture, support, and find friendships with others.
Men have emotions, feelings, strengths and weaknesses. Yet, if you follow the current American narrative, all men are a “joke” and totally unnecessary to raise children. In fact, according to many in America today, there needs to be steps taken to replace male dominance in the workplace.
This is often accomplished with “diversity experts”, who are more often than not, social justice minority lesbian women. Lord help the United States. It’s in for a tremendous upheaval.
- Google Diversity Director
- Facebook Diversity Director
- Twitter Diversity Director
- H&M Diversity Director
- Atlanta Hawks Diversity Director
A real man, of course, possesses an attitude, and is not afraid to show their strength when necessary. This can be in many forms, and is not limited to physical strength. Men have the ability to suppress, and control their emotions. Men can focus on one single thing to the exclusion of everything else. They can focus.
Women simply cannot. It is biological.
In short, let it be understood that men have abilities that are germane to their gender. Just like women also have abilities germane to their gender. Men can focus on things, plow through without the burden of emotion, and push against all odds. Women can nurture, have children, and raise a family. Both men and women have a role in our society.
Neither gender is better than the other. We are just different. That difference is wonderful.
Have I made myself clear?
Conclusions
When I came to China and started to live a more retiring life, I came to the understanding of how different my life was from what I expected. It occurred to me that my current life is the sum total of all the thoughts that I have ever had in the past.
This included such things as joining MAJestic, to what I ended up doing. It included such things as where I live and my lifestyle. It included everything about my life as I currently experience it.
As such, I have a message for the younger men out there…
Be good. Think good thoughts and do good deeds. Live your life on your terms. If you keep mindful and are focused they life that you desire in the deepest recesses of your heart will manifest for you. Just be in control of yourself. Be a man.
Take Aways
- The life that have in your reality is created by YOU.
- The only way out of a bad situation that you are in, is to change your thoughts immediately. Then have the discipline and the focus to work your way out.
- My life is the accumulated thoughts of my entire life.
- If you are good, you will end up with a good life.
- It seems like things are beyond our control, but that is only an illusion.
Inspiration
Find inspiration in everything that you do. What inspires you might not inspire someone else. Inspiration is a very personal thing.
That being said, for me, I find that Silenus and Dionysus represents my love of life. For those of you who don’t know, in Greek mythology, Silenus (Greek: Seilenos) was a companion and tutor of the wine god Dionysus. You know, being the tutor for Dionysus is pretty cool. Eh?
He appeared together with satyrs and other creatures in the wine god’s entourage, resembling a satyr, although, he was considerably older. The character Silenus ended up as a very special genre of figure creatures known as sileni.
It kind of explains why I live the life as I do…
FAQ
Q: Do extraterrestrials exist?
A: Yes they most certainly do. It’s a pretty silly question, as we now know that we share this planet with many sentient animals, of which a number of them have complex brains and societies that we are just now beginning to understand. In the enormity of the universe it is absolutely crazy to hold on to the 1960’s era belief that we are the sole intelligence in the universe.
While there are many who consider humans to be the top of societal evolution, we shouldn’t neglect the fact that we share this world with dolphins. We have larger brains than us. They have a language that they speak. They are also quite intelligent. While many consider humans to go back 10,000 years, dolphins go back 48 millions of years.
Don’t you think that it is pretty arrogant of us to ignore the intelligence of dolphins that we share this planet with?
Q: How do you reconcile the bad times that you experienced?
A: I view them as lessons and experiences. I hope to learn from them, though it is sometimes a battle to keep positive and turn off the emotional connection to them. That being stated, it is also important to control the flow of news into your head. Most news, especially American news is designed to manipulate you. Do not let it. Manipulation takes the control of your life away from you.
Q: In what ways are the life you have now different from what you expected?
A: It is different in every conceivable way. From where I live, to what I eat. To who I know and how I am treated, to what I do for fun. To what my hobbies are to what I think is important.
MAJestic Related Posts – Training
These are posts and articles that revolve around how I was recruited for MAJestic and my training. Also discussed is the nature of secret programs. I really do not know why the organization was kept so secret. It really wasn’t because of any kind of military concern, and the technologies were way too involved for any kind of information transfer. The only conclusion that I can come to is that we were obligated to maintain secrecy at the behalf of our extraterrestrial benefactors.
MAJestic Related Posts – Our Universe
These particular posts are concerned about the universe that we are all part of. Being entangled as I was, and involved in the crazy things that I was, I was given some insight. This insight wasn’t anything super special. Rather it offered me perception along with advantage. Here, I try to impart some of that knowledge through discussion.
Enjoy.
MAJestic Related Posts – World-Line Travel
These posts are related to “reality slides”. Other more common terms are “world-line travel”, or the MWI. What people fail to grasp is that when a person has the ability to slide into a different reality (pass into a different world-line), they are able to “touch” Heaven to some extent. Here are posts that cover this topic.
Posts Regarding Life and Contentment
Here are some other similar posts on this venue. If you enjoyed this post, you might like these posts as well. These posts tend to discuss growing up in America. Often, I like to compare my life in America with the society within communist China. As there are some really stark differences between the two.
More Posts about Life
I have broken apart some other posts. They can best be classified about ones actions as they contribute to happiness and life. They are a little different, in subtle ways.
Stories that Inspired Me
Here are reprints in full text of stories that inspired me, but that are nearly impossible to find in China. I place them here as sort of a personal library that I can use for inspiration. The reader is welcome to come and enjoy a read or two as well.
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Notes
- Revised and released 30SEP18.